RAHHHHHH. (domo style!)
kekes. ^^
okays uhh.
actually, i’m just trying to make myself happier. 
and yeshh. i’ve kinda sorted it out.
(well, basically, i’m just trying to leave EVERYTHING to nature.)
like let nature take its course luhh! (:
he’s back… but he hasn’t made his move yet.
so, sometimes… idk what he wants. *sighs*
and i really wish to see him again.
really hope to get back with him…
also, to see how much have he changed…
and if he knew how much have I changed… idk what will happen. lol.
so i will still stay single.
(don’t wanna touch anything liaos. lols.)
anyways, i’ve yet to give a review on this book ChanST lend it to meh! D:
lol. some guy emailed the same stuff to me recently, which kinda reminded me to do it. hahas.
‘I Believe You’ by Low Kay Hwa.
available online too. (:
it was EXCELLENT.
really awesome.
i read the first time and i cried. T.T
second time, but briefly, still cried.
it’s seriously damn touching uhhs~ *sobs*
the story’s abt this girl, Joanna Fung, who studies in a JC. (good results lahh.)
and apparently, she’s an introvert & hates talking to ppl.
for the fear of ‘cursing’ them.
so she doesnt have much friends… and withdraw frm society as much as possible.
but then, this guy, Jackie Wu
(i tell you arh, his full name really is COPY LAHH. Jackie Wu Zhong Xian. like WTF man. ==”),
comes to her on their 1st day of sch in the bus & tries to talk to her.
lols…
just the usual,
‘you cannot help me one! no one can!’
‘please… only you can help yourself to get over it, i’m here to guide you out..’
for a few chapters.
to…
‘oh shit. what am i thinking? maybe i’ve fallen for him…’
and starts to open up & stuff…
as for jackie, he goes, ‘you cannot love me, cuz i’ve gt cancer. you’ll get heartbroken.’
hahas. the way the author writes really very very emo kind one uhh. o.o
but it lightens up in the middle and then it goes all emo-ish nearing the end.
sounds very dramatic oso ahh. hahas.
like kinda ripped frm a scene of teenage drama serial. X:
aiya… don’t really wanna degrade the book lorr.
lols. if i cried, then it’s quite a gd read alr uhhs. hahas. X:
this is the first book that made me cried. like cried HARD.
and it brought me to thought…
that, even Joanna could find someone she loved.
no matter how sad her story was.
(or for the fact that she is just a fictional character…)
so, why couldn’t i?
….
nvm. anyways…
i’ve been hearing some very good songs. ^^
(and they aren’t singles uhh!)
like… Heartless by Kanye West.
I Stay In Love, Last Kiss and Love Story by Mariah Carey.
(love story is said to be her nxt single though.)
-and she’s really awesome lahh.
so many hit singles.
this E=MC2 album of hers are really filled with very good hits/songs.
i’m gonna give it 5 stars mannn!-
and i think they’re really good to be singles uhhs!
ohohoh. one more.
We Break The Dawn by Michelle Williams.
this got to MTV. but not the radios. o.o
i think this song really rocks ehh! (:
she has a very gd, sweet sounding voice! just that she isn’t that pretty ehhs. (to me luhhs.)
ohwells. at least the MUSIC/SONG is out. hahas.
hmmm…
still trying to find a job.
but i dont wanna work that long lehhs. like work until end of dec can liao.
but then again, which job only let you work for less than one mth mannnn? ==”
hahahas. abit retarded arhhs. X:
soooooo~ i’ve decided to slack lah.
rot at home until i get my results. hahas.
then decide later. xP
also, i’ll be going to TP OPEN HOUSE nxt year!
who else going must tell me arhh!! xD
hahas. maybe can go tgt or something.
and then JAM AND HOP TOGETHER. i wanna dance & party till i (kinda) drop! LOL.
&& punkyred peeps are gonna organise an outing soon! OMG.
*claps* -yays! can’t wait!
very excited abt it! hahahaha~
….
pictures can really be deceiving.
and idk how many boys have been duped by my looks. LOL.
(i talk until like so bhb liddat.) wahahahas.
i mean as in when they first talk to meh, they’re nice & stuff.
after looking at my photo or something… all zhao or just stop talking to me all of a sudden. ==”
wahkao, make friends oso no chance lorr.
i guess this world is really so superficial.
i shall repeat… (without hurting my own ego.)
that,
I AIN’T PRETTY NOR CHIO.
I DON’T HAVE A NICE ASS OR A NICE SET OF BOOBS.
I HAVE ALL SORTS OF BODY PROBLEMS. (not all lahh. just some very serious ones.)
I SERIOUSLY, DIE DIE, ALSO DON’T WANT TO FOLLOW THE FOOTSTEPS OF AN AH LIAN.
I MIGHT NOT BE THE PERFECT PERSON YOU MAY WANT ME TO BE.
(because nobody’s perfect, mind you.)
BUT I CAN SAY I LOVE MY BODY, BAD HABITS, MY CHARACTER, AND MY PERSONALITY.
AND I’M PROUD OF IT.
IF I CAN CHANGE MY BODY PROBLEMS, I’LL GLADLY DO SO.
BUT IN THE MEANTIME, I JUST LOVE BEING MYSELF. AND NO ONE CAN STOP ME.
PERIOD.
but then again, not much are willing to talk to me sometimes. which is freaking sad.
*sighs*
ohwells.
anyways, i’m planning to get hair extensions!
but not for a full head. just like you knw…
two lil’ ponytails sticking outta my hair? without tying it up?
lols. uhhh. just try to think anime bahh. imma going for that kinda look. kekes.
and before that, go cut & rebond.
shld i put on some colours too?
thinking of red & blue black… ((: omg.
damn hot can. heh. xP
doing this for chirstmas uhhs! xD
so i’m going to chinatown point, angelxi beauty to check it out…
ask abt hair extensions and stuff. X:
before i decide to do it.
cuz i won’t have the money… & i roughly have to estimate hw much i need sia.
so can probably like go psycho my parents to spare some cash for me to do it…
like an early christmas present or something uhhh~
heheheheh…
LOL. okays.
that’s abt what i wanna say today! ^^
and as for tmr, idk if he’ll be free now… sian.
but i hope he’ll update me if i can go out with him tmr!
sooooo~ i’ll get going alr.
curfew time is in. D:
buhbye~ (:
