T.O.P/Tempo is LOVED VERY MUCH by ME~! xD

omgomgomgomgomg~ <3

i can go on forever mannnnn~ xD
cuz, ever since i heard & saw ‘Last Farewell’ on MTV…
i became a quite a big fan of Big Bang. and as i continuously listen to that ONLY song…
i fell in love with T.O.P/Tempo! <33333
esp. when he raps! OMG. i go ga-ga immediately when i hear his voice!

that deep husky & sexy voice.
the killer looks & bod.
the eyes that gives you this mysterious aura abt him.
that thick eyebrows of his. LOL. stunningly hot.
the proportion of his face is almost perfect.

OMGGGGGG~ ;DDDD
he just screams ‘AWESOMELY HOT’ from every inch of skin of his!
kyahhhhh~
*screams fangirl style*~ ^^v

and who ever becomes his girlfriend is probably THE most luckiest female on earth!

LOL.
adding on, all his fans, mainly females, will go crazily upset abt it. D:
(that includes meh!) X:
hahas. but they’ll come to terms with it soon, cuz they can’t change anything oso anyways. xP
and will definitely wish the 2 of them happiness.
kekes.

speaking of tempo…
i was looking at his photos online and realised that before his current hairstyle, kinda short now…
he had this other one which was like quite popular abt 3 years back i think… LOLS. xD
&&&~~ OMG.

HE…
HE…
HE…

REALLY LOOK LIKE DAN!!!~ :O

this is T.O.P…

and this is dan… (ps if i put your photo up… xP)

(JUST LOOK LUHHS. credits to this website i chanced upon at blogskins.com.)

i ain’t kidding lehhs~ ><”
omg. T_T
they look so alike sia…
so alike until i nearly cried~ LOL. X:

if only dan was abit more slimmer… I TELL YOU.
THEY WOULD LOOK LIKE TWINS. o.o

both also got korean blood in them lehhs. omg. ><”~
*claps* xD

hahas. and now, omg. i miss him. DD;
*sighs* -whr has he gone to again…
lol. i shld take initivative ehhs? x3

haiish. he has always been popping out, well at least in my mind…
lols. and this is, of course, been kinda stressing for me.
because… saying that i miss you (or him, for the matter) is totally an understatement.
it’s kinda hard to keep him outta my thoughts uhhs.
i’ve been trying so hard not to.
esp. the period of time when we just broke up.
lol. but every single thing ard me keeps reminding me of him. o.o
it still happens now. LOL. :3

his photo in my phone.
the songs i used to dedicate to him, and those that he introduced to me.
the letters i wrote to him. (but those were nvr given to him.)
the papers i used to doodle, just for him.
the lil’ memories as notes in my notebook.
the many times i mention him on my blog.
the time i kinda made a blog just for him, which has been deleted.

blahhhh~
all the good times & bad.
it’ll definitely be quite a big part of my memory. and of course, my life’s history. (:

anyways…
i’m still learning to sing that JI PA BAN song. xDD
omg. i going to remember all the lyrics liao. woots~! ^^v
will be definitely singing all day long when CNY comes… muahahahahas. ;D

bought all my new year clothes liao.
but i feel like doing some more last minute shopping lehhs. hehes.
i feel like i not enuff clothes for the new year… let alone the WHOLE of 2009. DD:
==” -sian-ed lahhs. lol.

can’t wait to collect angpows though! HAH. xD
that’s what all of us are waiting isn’t it?
LOLS. DD

will definitely take loads of photos on that day! ^^v
hehes.

kay luhhs. me gtg liaos. (:
buhbye to all~!
&& one last thing…

T.O.P

IS

AWESOMENESS

AND

HOTNESS

COMBINED.

woots~! loves.<3~
cya! xP

troubled out.

ermmms.
idk whr to start off this post today. lol.

hmmm… let’s see.
i was supposed to blog abt my outing uhhhs… hehes.
but i was kinda lazy. O:
as usual.

for 7 dec…
i went out as usual, since my mum wasn’t in sg. hahas.
in the afternoon for late lunch with daniel. X:
it’s the second time i’ve seen him in a row alr. LOL.

we met up, then go to kfc to eat. (:
didn’t eat alot though.
and i finally tasted the Chessy BBQ Meltz for the 1st time! LOL. omg.
’cause the serving was small, so usually i don’t eat that value meal.
but it was really cheesy & yummy! ^^v
and thank you once again for treating to lunch! ;D

actually saw vicky & shuwen there eating. lols.
i wonder if they’ve seen me & him there. hahas.

anyways…
we walked to TM.
he wanted to see domokun! LOL.
so i brought him to that shop… but no more the big sized domo alr! DD:
only left the mini ones! X:
and they were just as cute lahhhh!!~~~ xDD *squeals*
he kept asking if i wanted it & he could buy it for meh.

butbutbut~ it means he’ll have to spend moneh on meh…
lols. and i’ll feel baddddd… *sighs*
so i said nuhhh.

(CRAP. I SAW THIS DOMO BAG THAT WAS LIKE HUGE MAN.
and it’s realllllyyyyy awesomely cute! i’m going to save up & buy it down soon.
or i’ll psycho my parents into giving me the $$$ to go buy… heheheh.
it’s $27.90 i think? lol. forget the price liao… :X -oops.)

after that, we went to the arcade!
actually, it was me who wanted to go play para & ddr… and he wanted to see me dance again. hehes.
so yeah, play a few rounds uhhs.

i found out that he…
kinda slipped away while i was playing.
(hmmm. i spotted it actually. hahas.)
and he bought me that mini sized Domokun! OMG~~~ xDD
*claps*

i’m like sooooooo happy to receive it uhhs! *grins*
thank you SOOOOOO much. <”~
he had to work the nxt day… needed to get up early in the morning.
goshhhh~ (i’m sooooo soooo srry~! T.T)
he must have been feeling so, so, so, tired luhhs. *sighs*

aye~
stopped only at 3plus in the morning…
middle of the freaking night. X:

that night, that morning.
just awesome.

fill in the rest of the details yourself. i’m too ______ to type it out.
LOL. nth dirty man. please.

(9 dec.)
came home early in the morning. bathed & changed.
decided to help out with the housework & stuff (ONLY ABIT LAHH.), then fell back to sleep.

he was busy with work…
and my SMS phone bill was abt to explode.
so i couldn’t really talk to him much. *sighs*

couldn’t get online. my lappy nt with meh. ==”
again, my mum has probs with me.
so i just slept the whole day off…
couldn’t really sleep at night later, which was DUHHH. hahas.

i accidentally let slip of my mini domo (OMG!!!) while standing at the kitchen window…
was trying to sort out my internal probs with myself lahh.
&& i got really, really shocked and scared uhhs! O.O
immediately, i took the keys, opened the door & ran down asap.
i was so scared to lose it…
or even him for the matter.
whatever it was, i was really scared, from the bottom of my heart.

i knw that losing someone can be so hurting inside, let alone SOMETHING.
i was so scared to tears that night. really.
i’ve experienced once and i don’t want to go through the same thing again.

lol… looks like i took it so seriously. X:
at the time when i was running downstairs.

when i gt him back, i was SOOOO relieved.
just hugged domo tightly all the back home.

we’re all shocked at what happened.
and now, come to think of it, are we rushing into things a tad too quick?

*sighs*
i’ll have to slowly figure out by myself then.

when i feel much better and not so confused, i’ll update on my current status. (:
and explain a lil’ more on how imma feeling.
for now, i’ll have to get going. so, sayonara peeps!
cya soon!