dead blog says bye.

i haven’t updated this, in like, what. half a year already? lol.

hello, to anyone reading. ~_~
it’s time for me to move. and i’m planning to use tumblr now. :3
sorry for being dead for so long and suddenly leaving. D:

the blog’s been dead for almost half a year already.
and i’m supposed to update with like the summary of 2010. o.o
but it’s okays. i’m a busy girl, and doing this will take too long.
cuz i feel like pouring it out here has not much to it anymore.
even though i think it’s pretty safe right now? (idk. lol.)

i probably will find time soon.
bcuz i know when i’m busy, i forget. and when i’m free, i’m a lazy bum. xD

my life is more updated through facebook and twitter.
find me there, if you must. (:
and my new blog webby will be up there pretty soon too.

(thanks to those who are my readers. even though i knw it isn’t much.
i’m not someone popular uh, and i don’t think i present myself tht way, do i? o.O
well, whatever luhh. i couldn’t care less.)
so cya ard sometime soon at my new blog, which i will try my best to maintain, and take care!

signing out for the last time,
-xTequila says bye!

teh end of my bday month ; july. >_>

that was really fast. lol. ohaiyo minna-san!
gome ne~ >_> i didn’t blog again for another one whole mth. x.x

well, let’s start from the beginning of this mth. (before it ends. lol.)

it’s still my holidays. but i couldn’t believe school was starting pretty soon.
i still did go out, ignoring what the stereotyped-broken-hearted-person would be behaving like. =/

then, it’s my birthday. :3

lols. i noticed smth fishy was going on, at tweetdeck, and that phone call.
nth can escape my observation skills. x;
(it’s only at times i can be really gd at this. ehehes.)

he lives up to his name though, except those things. lol. o.O
i alr suspected something. hoho.
well, it was a very pleasant surprise still. ^^v
and i appreciate your gifts. (although the main one could have been more of a practical one.) xP

going further, i spend my morning with my ex. (:
had a lil’ quarrel over the meeting time though. lol. -.-
anyways, he came over and we had a short time tgt.
took photos of nendo miku! (i… miss all of my figurines. T_T)
and he gave me Snow Miku… back. lol.
it was initially mine, then it went back, and finally coming into my hands as a gift again. =/
it sounds stupid, damn it… -sighs-

and then it the afternoon, all the way to night, it was with izu-nyan!
(LOL. a copy frm azu-nyan! )
he came over too, passing me my gift. lol. butbut, i made him wait so long… ):
gome ne, i had chores to do still. (damn my mum, she’s nt letting me off even on my bday. wtf. D=_>
i’m glad he didn’t mind at all. or more like, because we’re not official, so he doesn’t have that right. lol. o.o
idk, but whatever, i’m glad he didn’t get pissed. x;

we got over that, and enjoyed the rest of the day tgt. lol.
oh yah. gomenasai, subboyf. o.o i was supposed to leave the night time slot for you. >_>
but i hoped going down to the arcade and seeing you there made it up or smth! lols. x;

i… didn’t get to eat my favourite cake or get myself a balloon. ):
and i didn’t really got anything that’s on my wishlist. )):

butbutbut, i got treated like a princess that day. and it’s all that matters, doesn’t it? ^^ nyan!~

oh. i got asked again on another day. lol. x; same answer neh. x;

hahas. looks like you really need to up your game, izu-nyan.
i don’t want to be with someone who can’t understand me totally yet.

anyways! :3

orientation for the freshies were held a few days before school started.
that feeling of being a senior… i felt it again. ^^v

&& soon, school started!
my timetable’s really screwed! D:
monday mornings sucks. ): and then the nxt day, it starts awfully late in the afternoon. urgh.
then it returns to an early thrusday morning, before the whole week’s over.
AHHHHH! my bio clock is already as screwed as it is already!
the timetable is somehow making it worse! ><"! -clenches fist-

hmmmm, my new class, and my classmates.
familiar faces and familiar strangers, along with a few new faces. lol. (:
i thought it would be pretty fun… till i realised half of the girls are cheena. .__.
and i'm bad at my mother tongue. ugh.

anoooo~ i had some hopes still, since i have 2 classmates frm my previous class! ^^v
then again, i'm not very close with them at all, so idk how am i going to be talking more.
besides, our interests are pretty different. D:

also, there are more decent guys in my class! (unlike last year… ehehes. )
a few eye candies. :3

and so, it has been 2 weeks… and i still very isolated from everyone.
it's like i'm putting on a fake front, like i don't really give a damn and be happy.
…yeah, right. i've been trying. and all i know, what i've been feeling, is that i'm just being another extra.
nobody would care if i’m actually not there.

i’ve been trying to blend in, to interact. but it’s not working at all? D:
is because i’ve always been lonely ever since sec 2? =/
or me becoming anti-social unknowingly? >_>

i got separated from my bestie, lost another whole bunch, then another after graduating. ;’(
having been misunderstood, been losing my trust… i’d made myself withdrawal.
trying to open up once more is tough, i’ve been trying, giving it my all. but no one seems to notice.
i want to break out of this shell. really.
but i’m like being forced back in.

it’s okays, i guess. i’ll just try to be myself as much as i can anyways.
afterall, i have always been a loner, haven’t i? (:

moving on, my homework load… of course, it’s never ending.
i guess it’s still pretty easy still. hehes.
(that is, before week 3-4 comes! >_>)
even though… eto… i’m not done with this week’s hmwk! yikes. =/

ah. my games. i’ve retired for the time being. lol.
instead, i’ve turned myself into an otaku desu! >=D
watching so many animes at one go… collecting figurines, fanart & merchandises… and even into cosplay & stuffs!
ohohohoho. it’s pretty interesting! ~_~

but being an superb otaku will definitely blow up your wallet. ):
haiish. therefore, i shall not be too hardcore! x.x

still i’m trying to save up desperately! no savings liao. (thanks to nafa, my hunger pangs and my gaming addiction.) D:
lols. i’m getting him smth, since it’s his birthday next mth. x;
and i hope he’ll wise up too, and get the damn hint. -.-

also, i’ve finally made my IC. collecting it nxt mth as well.
cant afford to lose it again, so i think i’ll just bring a photocopied one out lah. =/

hmmmm…
i guess that shld be pretty much for this mth? :3
nth much oso neh. other than… my bday and sch starting. lols.
also, there’ll be more interesting events coming up! ^^v
i’ll update again soon bah.
sleepy luhh~ oyasumi desu! and sayonara minna-san! ♥~ xD

a very due-d post. o.o

i believe this blog is pretty much very dead… o.o

one damn post in april. LOL. >_>
it’s already the end of june, and i’m blogging nao. what’s this?! LOL. >_>

anyways… from my previous (dead) post,
i started and got it completed on the day itself. ahahahas.
my supporting item, the night before.
and main item, the day itself. lol.

i wanted to be Hatsune Miku!

… obviously, who else could i think of?

so, i did a replica of miku’s version of the Magnet headphones.
(popular song. Magnet by Hatsune Miku & Megurine Luka.)
apparently, cosplay companies are making them as well. mine’s just a DIY.
and i think i really did a good job in making them.
(i’m just wondering if i shld sell it though. LOL. xD)

but i got slammed for plagiarism. what in the world…! -.-
it’s just a damn replica that would be sold OFFICIALLY IN STORES AND IT WOULD WORK.
they just don’t listen and understand, do they? pfft.

and my headphones are more like headphone covers. lol.
i used my very own headphones for this. o.o
and i couldn’t bear to like glue 40 bucks plus to a damn project for sch. lol. >__>

especially after this project, i actually started to love Luka as well.
(i hope Miku won’t be jealous! ><"~) also, because Miku x Luka yuri pairing is absolutely hot & awesome.
woots! xD i'm straight, but there's just smth about them that makes me go… -nosebleeds!- (LOL. x.x)

my main item was pretty crappy, coming to think of it.
if i had much more time, i would literally draw all of them out.
then again, can't i work smart? sheesh. x.x
ahh well, so much for a compilation of artworks. (artbook.)

hahas. and things were definitely happening… other than my sch life. lol. x;

one came and left, and right after that, another one entered. lol. x;
i wrote about it. lol. summary luhhs.

then again… deep down inside of me, i'm hoping he'll just talk to me again.
i may have broken his heart like how a badarse girl would (lol. x.x)…
but all i just want is for him to just talk to me again, as a friend this time.
i guess he’s the kind who gives up easily. -sighs-
ohwell then, that’s too bad i guess? lol.
it’s weird for me to know his presence, but to totally ignore him because of the past. it’s just weird.
then again, after everything that had happened… it’ll be pretty hard or even never. D:
i hope he’ll forgive me one day for being the heartbreaker. (i still have that consciousness in me. tyvm.)
and be able to talk to me or something again, without the past bothering him too much. (:

well, he eventually did. and it was pretty much quite a nice feeling?
awkward much, but still.

anyways. moving on! ^^

ever since the holidays started, i’ve become quite an otaku! xDDDD
woots. watching 4 animes at one go!
(i kinda just finished my K-ON season 1 series, but still going after it. lols. so that makes 3 nao.)
i still have the others to download. but i got busy watching the others lah. x.x
woops. heh. x;

i shld seriously go find work to do but i don’t exactly wish to work alone! D:
butbutbut, i can’t anyone who’s willing to work with me lehhh. -sighs-
and i’m pretty much in need of cash! >__>

-digressing- well, you know, the population of the main technika community is similar to a reverse harem.
and i feel like i need the damn attention sometimes. lol. o.o
also… the need to get all of them to fall in love with me… wahahahhaas. a sick mind of mine. xD)

it just feels that way to me lah. i don’t plan to ever do it.
otherwise, i’ll be branded a slut. lol. =/ -end of digression-

LOL. anyways. about my games.

Technika – nth much. o.o
oh. passed customizer set lerhs! xD
but very inconsistent. D: cuz i have been slacking ard much. lols.
training SPs though. esp. SP2. (i keep failing so much, it’s wasting my money. D: & i feel like quitting.)
lols. well, not so easily bah. i still got that fat bitch to beat. ugh.
can pass eotm SP… wtf. *instantnewgoal!* >=D
my SPs are pretty okays i guess. teehees.
also, was wondering if i shld start on coresound on my own, cuz i haven’t pass it on my own yet. lol. >_>
and also, go for a full run on randomizer, which is very damn dangerous. >< (so far, i did 3 outta 4 stages. ^^v)

Audition – hmmmmm… i got a cpl! LOL. xD
he’s my friend actually. we kinda lost contact for a year, but i still rmb him lah.
i’m glad he did too. hahahas. well, we finally cpl after many tries. lol. o.O
(we’re kinda pretty inactive oso lah. -sighs-
well, nvm. cuz i oso hardly play. LOL. xD)
other than tht, lvling is realllyyyyyyyyyyy slow. sheesh.
missed the x2 exp oso. sian. -_-
and i’m still thinking if i shld change my ign & fam name… >_>

Jubeat – well, i lost my whole wallet. and my jubeat card is inside. -_-
sian. lost that as well, and then i got lazy to get a new one. (since you can’t stack lvl nao. )
so i just play for fun nao. ^^v
and the others in the tech crew, some uhh, got interested.
hehes. like subboyf, he’s pretty good nao & izu, he’s pretty gd when he started off leh. lol. o.O

ParaPara – as said, i’m in a grp/guild nao.
apparently, alex is damn enthu. o.o hahahas. well, i made a new player/cosplayer during the last outing! xD
woohoo. (she’s going cosfest too! tell you more soon. it’s nearing! ^^v)
ah, she’s jenson’s friend btw. and they both joined in as well. yipees.
well, there’s another outing this 11th july. i hope i can find ppl to bring or smth. LOL. >__>
CUZ THIS PARA TREND IS DYING!!~ T_T
and me hopes to see more new ppl! :3

that’s it for games.
since dj max portable & other psp games i don’t play so much on a regular basis.
and i’m not very into them alr. lol. o.O

holidays are almost ending, and my second year is coming.
as much as i don’t exactly like going back to school, i’m pretty bored at home.
my whole bio clock changes, which is pretty much teh shizz, cuz i got nth to do at night. ugh. -.-
(mum keeps teh internet after 12. haiish.)

well, results came out, and as expected, i didn’t do well. ):
didn’t pass this year. haiish. D:
gotta blame myself for attendance, got lazy lah, sianz. x.x
(my brothers didn’t really do as well either. so we all have to be punished in a way or so. thus, teh internet prob.) o.o
but luckily, thank God for this, i get to go on to my second year.
hopefully, i’ll hv the strength to go sch everyday… even if it sucks. lol. >_>
must. do. better. to. pass. second. year. RAWR. x;

as for my figurines’ photos… i still have them.
just lazy to post. hoho. x;
well, on a more serious note, it’s all returned though. =/
so is my cam, psp and lappy. o.o

why?

i broke up with my dearest.

it wasn’t the nice & right way, but more of a bad & somewhat ugly one. D:
well, i decided to face the music, and pull it through.
surprisingly, i got support. (even though, i made everyone disappointed. =/)
ah well, it’s not like they’ll understand my mindset anyways. and for that, it’s okays.

after all that, it felt like a burden being lifted off my shoulder.
then again, it feels weird because i’ve always been pretty dependent on him.
and suddenly, he went away. and my life goes back to a dull, boring and somewhat difficult to cope. lol.
also, the feeling of losing everything. all at one shot. ><"~
it was pretty hard to handle at first, the loneliness and whatnot.
hahas. i got used to it soon though. (:

and now, i don't hate him anymore, because i used to love him so much.
the many memories he's given me. the many wonderful gifts i've received… once.
well, i've forgiven him, but i'll nvr forget. (ah, i'm not going to be remembering it in a bad way luhh. -.-)
guess it's because i think i can actually understand and feel his intentions? lol. idk. o.o
then again, i kinda pretty much let it pass by alr. what use is there for to be remembering it anyways? =/

we’re on talking terms nao. (:
and i’ll talk a lil’ more about this issue when i feel like it.

anyways, just went out on the 28th. to celebrate our supposedly 16th month-sary! @ wild wild wet. LOL. xD
brings back memories though. ^^
(cuz if i remembered, we went there during the earlier month-saries, when we were still tgt.)

ohoh. with that said, i finally got myself a black bikini to wear. lol. x;
very shy about wearing it…. but i guess i got over it.
then again, tht time not so much ppl, so i was pretty okays.
idk if i could be wearing tht to the beach to tan or smth. ><"~
more ppl, i shy y'know. lol. x;

hmmmmm… june's ending.

which means… MY BIRTHDAY IS ALMOST HEREEEEEEEEEEEEEE! xD

wooohoooo~ ;DDDDDD

butbutbut. eh. i haven’t thought of my bday wishlist yet! O_O
i actually have a few in mind alr… just that, it’s all over the place in my head, and i’m trying to organize it. lol.
i… will post one note about it in facebook soon, i guess.

turning 18 soon. must go make my ic again soon. (lost it uhh. ==”)
so i can go buy alcohol officially & enter clubs legally! xD
(because i still don’t look like my age somehow… as said by most of my friends. lol.
i believe my face will not pull it off. bleahs & ugh. >_>

not many have tht kinda mindset… imo. but i’m glad i found someone who can see things like the way i do.
and that’s why we click on instantly. and became friends, which spreads on a very thin line though. O:
ahhh… did i mention that he’s my audi cpl too? lol.

moving on.

well, being a single lady nao.
and happily BEING A FREE BITCH BAYBEH! xD
(although i don’t feel like one, cuz i have ppl after me. hohoho. ;x)

ahwells. many things have happened within the past 2 months or so. o.O
i’m lazy to go into details though. x;

also, i have plans to move my blog.
finalizing my plans already lah, cuz as you ppl can see my blog ish very deadz. D:
i was wondering… if i shld be moving my blog into notes on fb! :3
(since i spend most of my time over there. lol. O.o)
not forgetting that there’s still my tumblr and bloggerisannoyingmuch.

and so, this is a very damn long post. x;
too long no update, jiu liddat arh. paiseh.
well, if there’s anything i left out… i’ll update it next time i suppose?
wahahahhahas. finally seh. o.o (SUBBOYF. THIS IS somehow… FOR YOU! )
as requested – very much – by him lah. lmao.

also, you wanna know anything else can just go facebook, msn, or my phone (if you got my no. :O) & find me! ^^v
depending on my mood, i might/might not tell. ehehehes.

blogging this at NP. (cuz i’m at izu’s sch. using his lappy. in aca practice. o.o)
lol lah. x; ohwells. going off nao. x.x need to go home liao!
sayonara ppl! forgive me & cya soon! ^^v

a quarter past 2010.

OHYEAH. I ARE FINALLY DONE WITH MY DAMN ASSIGNMENTS. >=D

well, the big day was on monday. 5th april.
was like rushing like abt 2 weeks before, hoping to complete as much as i can. ><"~

(hmmm… which obviously i didn't. about 98% done? LOL.) x;

ah heck. it's alr over.
i have another question/hmwk to tackle anyways. o.o

it's about… if i were to be who, what could i do and why?
broad, broad subject. x.x
so broad, idk who to choose exactly. cuz i have many ppl & things i would like to be. D:

and so, school's like… not necessary for me to go alr? LOL. x;
well, i'm just kinda lazy lah. :3
besides, ISP period will start soon. so yeahs.

on with the updates! ^^v

1. we are nao done with teh cold war. but it feels weird uhh.
the awkward atmosphere. o.o
like after such a long time of being angry, you try to act chummy again? =/
i’m just not used to it. lols. bcuz, in my mind, you’ve been pretty much the mood swingy guy…
making me believe you’re forever petty. lol. .__.
so for tht, i had made it fixed that you have probably left me alr.
that’s just teh kinda feeling he’s giving me.

and obviously, feelings have definitely fade. who asked you luhh, to ignore me…
not my fault. i repeat, it is, NO LONGER MY FAULT. no longer is, when i alr apologized, and you did nth.
i’m not trying to act like a spoilt brat here, but it is him, who doesn’t have the heart to let it go.
even when he says he got mad becuz he cares. o.o
i just totally don’t understand. lol. =/

speaking of “probably nvr”, well, he finally did. cuz i thought he wouldn’t. hahas.
ohwells. nao, it’s me. x; (too bad?)
he knows that i don’t like him like i used to anymore.
i’m just wondering if he’ll take the effort to come after me again or wad. lol.

2. i’m playing audi again. hahas. yeahs. once more.
since sch’s a lil slack nao.
and my 14 mil just poofed liddat! O_O
it better come back for me uhh, asiasoft! YOU HEARD ME?! D=< !

3. into customizer set nao. still tackling it. hoping to pass it officially on my own someday soon.
hahas. and also, i have a new card. and a lost card as well. o.o

4. just something random: i cant really rmb what i had to fill in for the previous blockquote. oops. x;

5. watched how to train your dragon with my bf. and then clash of the titans with izumi.
all in 2D. lols. no money for 3D.
(well, i just tried to visualise as much as i could.)
NIGHT FURY/TOOTHLESS ISH SHO DARN EFFING KAWAII! xD
i was immediately a fangirl upon seeing him in action.
teehees. :3 (hoping i'll find his plushie/figurine somewhr. ♥) xD

and clash of the titans was pretty much awesome as well. ^^v
boring storyline, but nice graphics. and the random things that suddenly appear.

6. i'm in a para group nao! omg, i can't believe this. hahas.
i thought this trend is alr dead! didn't know there are still quite a number of ppl playing it. xD
esp. some of the technika ppl like, jenson & josh, who still do play. homgs. awesome can!

it was pretty easy to join anyways.
play some other songs and then dance to this.
it's like freestyle at its' best! (or worse, if you get easily distracted.)

was introduced to the ldr by chance, since he happened to be there, with his friends.

maybe, it's time for me to get back into the scene. with challenges i set for myself. heh.
time to have the confidence and the fun back! ^^v
(all i need nao is a constant flow of cash & crowd. LOL.)

7. ohhhhh. i rmb liao.
i have photos of my adventures of opening up my vocaloid puchi set! teehees.
miku was being really naughty. hahas. coming out the last. xD
but it's all fun! hehes. just the revealing, i havent unpacked them yet. x;
well, the photos are still in my cam. lol. lazy upload. hehes.

8. apparently, i'm quite wanted on speeddate.
which is a whole lot of lulz. xD
cuz you can see which one of them is really interested and who's not.
the power of rejecting by not replying? ahahas. lol. o.o
random saying lah.

9. meltdown is awesome! lols. i'm beginning to like rin & len as well. hehes. x;
another random note. (her meltdown figurine is awesome, i shall covet it someday.)

10. and i guess it's time to put in a lil' more effort and time for my beloved.
otherwise, he's gonna feel neglected. (:
i still love you, my dearest. don't worry too much, kays? ^^v

and that’s about it. lols. o.o
i are lazy to go to slp. =/
it’s like a phobia to slp. ahahahas.
i’m afraid if i were to slp, i’ll be missing out on so much more than i shld be. ><"~
hahas. so yeahs. see how it goes though. :3

cya sometime soon then!
tc & buhbye~ ; xoxo.

i feel randomly weird.

welcome me back baby~! xD
lols. a lil’ self high nao.

wells… i’m still coping well with my homework. o.o
(but having a lil’ procrastination still. lmao.)

and i still have loads more coming my very wayyyy~ x.x
(just had my isp briefing ytd. it’s like ‘if you were someone or something’ nao. lol.
again, the subject’s so broadddd. homg. idk where to start.
which also suddenly tells me my 1st year is almost over… o.o)

time do fly past pretty quickly suddenly huh… =/
dunno if i’ll ever have the time to finish what i owe. lols.
then again… kinda slacked a lot more this year.
so idk if i can actually pass this year eh. bahh.

moving on…

1. i’m in a cold war with my eye candy. since like last sat.
oh. a week alr. =/

well, i know… it was my fault. i promised a movie date then the concert. but i woke up late.
and arrived late. o.o (he has every right to be mad at me.)

still, i did make the effort to go down and find him still.
if i didn’t, i would hv just canceled it & stay home instead.
but i guess he didn’t had the heart big enough to forgive me, even after i apologized many times.

*sighs* – idk what else to do alr lah. to go cajole him? or just wait till he talks, which is probably nvr? ~_~

2. i still want the dj hero game. then go izumi’s place & camp there to play! LOL. xD
but tht’s like forever yah? lol. -puts on my never getting wishlist- X:

3. random, but i feel like i really need a change of wardrobe sometimes…
it feels like i’m running of choices recently. lol. x.x

*number 4 to 7 gets cut off by wordpress, thanks to the html codings. ugh.
lazy retype them. maybe another day lah. lol. if i still can rmb. *

well, as again. it’s really weird to be blogging at this point of hour.
but again, i’m a night owl…. heh. x;
even though i kinda stayed up last night doing my stuff, and had like a few hours of slp… hahas.
not very tired nao. since i’ve got loads on my mind still. planning out my thoughts & whatnot.
and yeah, i just can’t slp lah. lol.

but i’ll try. then wake up to start my work again. -sighs-
hectic bullshiats. D:
ohwells. cya ard soon. ^^v

procrastination kills. ):

it really does. o.o

when you don’t do your homework and nt go to sch almost every other day for more than a mth plus…
it’s horrible when you’re trying to catch up.

damn rush. o.o
damn sloppy work.

haiish. well, i guess i pretty much deserved it. lol. =/

the reasons why i’m consistently not going to sch, is bcuz…

1) i cant get up early in the mornings like i used to. o.o
- somehow, the motivation i had, is gone. =/
2) i’m slow. a slow worker. and bcuz of this, i’m always being nagged at.
- which means slow = not complete. therefore, i cant appear at sch empty-handed. o.o
then again, i’m nt supposed to skip even if i cannot hand it up on time.
3) lazyness. plus, procrastination about why all the others are having holidays… expect us. D:
- even poly ppl are having their holidays. gahhh. which gives me totally no mood to do anything at all. ):
4) expenses, expenses & more expenses.
- it’s scary on how much i can spend a day, just buying food & my art materials.
there isn’t much left, even for gaming. (don’t even have to say to save as well…)

thus, i either just stay at home and rot.
or i get out and walk endless strolls, or slack my ass off at the arcades. lol. =/

i hate confrontation, as much as my horoscope proves this.
i avoid problems however i like in my own ways.
that’s probably why i leave a huge mess somewhere over time, sometimes.

in the end, i still had to face it like a real girl.
and just get over and done with.

and when it finally dawned me (again…), tht if don’t be in sch…
i might not be even make it to the next year.
and neither do i want to repeat my 1st year subjects in the following year. O.o
(besides that, my mum’s being a bitch by not giving me my allowance while i skipped. lol.
she doesn’t understand, i’m afraid of spending too much once i head out.
and when i do, she complains… ugh. ><”)

so, i still have to draggggg myself to sch.
trying to do it everyday nao. and i realised i missed out on alot.

hoho. i just cooped myself up for almost 2 weeks, trying to catch everything up.
completely stopped going for technika lorr.

it’s an accomplishment for me, that i can push myself to do my work.
and make it done, so i can hand it up ‘on time’. (even though the timing was really too off… lol. @_@)

i’m taking abt almost a 3rd day’s break nao, but it’s time for me to get back to work soon.
in the weeks of preparing for assignment day soon…
next wk will be the briefing for ISP alr.
and when april comes, i would be hell busy like shiats. x.x

probably wouldn’t stop till may.
till i graduate frm my 1st yr. o.o

oh god. working hard is one thing, but playing hard is another.
(and when will i have the time for this?! Dx )

hokays, moving on. (:

as to the latest blockquote;

1) yeah, ever since then… no one else could give me that kinda score.
but it’s okays. cuz my skills have definitely rot like mad. and my acc ish so inactive. o.o

also, i found another vocaloid fam. lols. i got copied, i guess. but that’s okays.
in fact, i don’t really care. o.O
bcuz i’m pretty much quitting soon. or i might just switch fam names again. hahahas.

2) as i said earlier on, not really much alr.
but ytd, i did. teehees.
go on to the cheena machine. abuse the free play for training my customizer. *new set!*
… will try to actually stop playing all tgt pretty soon. x;
wahahahahas. but i ended up spending like almost 15 buck @ the arcade today. ><”
was trying to catch my trapped domo & ariel. lols. o.o
and failed to do so. ):

but this friend of mine, idk whether he did it on purpose, or he really wanted to give it to me…
he got them all one try! NOT FAIR. Dx
teased me bcuz i couldnt catch them, and he ended up giving it to me anyways. LOL. xD

3) everything has gone pretty well since then…
but somehow, somewhere in my heart, something tells me that he isn’t over about this. D: idk idk idk idk. *worried*~ >_<!~

4) i’m obviously happy to know that i actually do have some kinda charm.
but when this charm of mine brings in more trouble than fun… it’s a lil’ too much to handle. o.o
hahas. well, izumi’s a new friend of mine.
as well as my new ‘date’. heh. on the stage of getting to know him better actually.
pretty much the egoistic person, as to his horoscope. (same as my dearest apparently. hoho.)
but i can handle it.

and as so, this lil’ candy of mine. he’s obviously… downright jealous.
say i’m evil, but i just like the look when his mood totally changed. it’s cute, really. x;

the both. vying for my attention. o.o”
it’s a whole new wow for me. lol. i never knew i was THIS much wanted. o.o
(and i still have another, waiting for me for over a year alr. lol. :3)
i guess i’m still handling this properly. (:

as for my subboyf, we’re still good friends obviously.
and i’m happy that he has such a chio gf. nao. all the best to him luhhs! ^^v

5) MY 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY. AWESOMEEEEE. xD
back to sentosa, to where we 1st got tgt. ^^v
played the luge, tried the 4D ride, played the segway, and up the tiger towers. xD

he let me win one round for the luge lahhh. D:
eeyeer~ but that’s okays! ♥ hehes. ^^v
4D was like right in your face, even though i knew what would happen. eeks. @_@
strained my neck muscles bcuz i jerked on my seat quite a number of times. lols.
tiger towers made me a lil’ sick… x.x
worse then the flyer. lol.
lastly, SEGWAY IN THE EVENING~!
teehees. scary to ride on it, since it moves based on your balance on the machine itself.
fun to the max. x)))

then, dinner, and home! ;P

once again, thank you my dearest for giving me such an awesome day out. :3
not as dramatic like we used to have it, lol. but it was still great. ily! ♥

6) ALSO, OMFG. i got totally stunned
when i least expected it. o.o -surprised much!-
seriously, i was like at home, doing my work… and this really one hell of a boyfriend,
comes in and surprises me with this…
ONE WHOLE SET OF VOCALOID NENDOROID PETIT! O____O
(well, stunned face then extremely happy face. xDDD)
trying nt to scream like a mad fangirl, or else my mum would kill me. x;
homg… i was like carassing the box for a full 15 mins, asking him if i can open it.
but after negotiation, i’m allowed to open on our 13th mth anniversary. lol. D:
WHICH MEANS. 10 MORE DAYS. WOOOOTS. xD
we’ll go on a crazy photoshoot! yeahhhhhhh~ -cant wait!- x3

7) oh. clubbing will wait till i’m officially legal.
this week’s one just sucks. -.-
buy tix but cannot go in the end, cuz full liao. homgs. D:
wasted, cuz my this ticket seller, dunno go whr, cheat my money and poofed eh. rawr. ):

8] i are currently into this damn game that i dont have it. ugh.
DJ HERO!! xD – being hyped up abt it actually. :3
sadly, it’s only on xbox 360. but woots, the mixes are farking awesomeeeee. 8D
a few of my faves are definitely the mainstream/commonly played.
BUT I CANT HELP IT. they’re all original mixes, you cant really get them anywhr.
cuz different ppl mixes it differently. and it adds up on the awesome factor abt this game.
(if this mixes were to hit the clubs, it’ll be perfect. ♥)
mah 3 faves (orignal soundtrack) : Sexy Chick, Boom Boom Pow vs. Satisfaction & another mix with Day ‘N Night.
watch the players all over in yt do their styles of remixing them…
it shld be a hell lot better. hehehes. if only i had them, i’ll be probably playing non stop for this few days. =/

(the harder version of this game, which brings out the dj-ing essence would be Scratch, The Ultimate DJ.)
looks similar but i guess it’s the dj feel, esp. the turntables. xD
combine them with dj hero’s mixer buttons and whatnot, you’ll have it closest to the real deal! :O

9) OH YESH. i went to the IT fair. and got myself, by my own means, a new set of headphones! ^^v
it’s also my very 1st time using it.
have been considering to buy one… going ard searching for gd sound quality & price as well.
well, audio technica has always been the brand i trusted. so i got this!
lols. budget oso abit, so yeahs. but it’s okays. (x

all i need nao, is a pouch to keep this.
it’s my investment… and i hv to make sure this will last me longer than half a year. xD
shall go search someday soon. :3

oh. not gd for long use… numbs your ear actually. LOL.
but i was listening to miku’s songs throughout the night… xD
can’t help it. teehees.

and that’s abt it!~

it’s also march alr, so let’s welcome the new month. ^^v

hahas. i know that blogging at this weird hour sucks. o.o
but well, i cant slp. and i wanted to this for a long time, but didnt really had the time…
seriously! x.x

and nao tht i do, i kinda sacrifice my slp. lols.
but then again horr, i are hungry & my legs ache for no apparently reason. o.o

then, ltr. more work to be completed and done.
bahhh. life pretty much sucks when you have everything pushed towards you. =/

i’ll be going out with izumi this friday again. ahahas.
our 1st date was pretty interesting.
just gotta say that he’s pretty much a stiffy leh, in terms of dancing.
ohwells. he’s an interesting character, and i just wanna see what’s their difference in time…
in terms of personality & behaviour.
(him & my dearest. since they’re under the same horoscope + bday oso very close to each other. :O~)

hohoho. i’ll see how it eventually goes.
as for nao, someone’s jealous but i can’t ensure him anything yet.
i’m not his and he isnt mine either & i hope he understand this very important point.

well, that’s about it. long long post, i must say. xD
troubles with sch work & love – dating life. lols.
teehes. ohwells, when it happens, it will.

be back asap! till the next post!
(i know there are ppl watching this blog in secret. rawr.
please just ignore me, if i ever go nuts and vent something really mad here,
or go like fangirl kinda high ya? lols. o.o well, i’m here to share my joys & sorrows.
so keep opinions to yourself, unless you think i shld really need to know them.)

random reminder much.
well, bye!~ ♥ ^^v

; to the 28th of every month.

HAPPY 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY

TO MY BELOVED DEAREST! ♥

i love you very much! i hope you’ve always known that…
from the day we began, till now, it hasn’t changed. ^^

please forgive me for making you worried these few days/weeks…
making you wait, making you angry, making you paranoid and screwing up our dates. >_<
i know i’m taking you for granted sometimes… and i feel bad. really. T_T

anyhow~… x;

thanks for always being there.
thanks for the wondrous gifts and surprises when i least expect them. lol.
thanks for the undying love you have for me.
thanks for always teasing & disturbing me.
thanks for making my day everyday. ^^

may we enjoy our day later on back at sentosa! ;D
thank you, deardear! thank you for everything!

愛してるよ。♥

280209 -280210 ; 1 year & ongoing.

Happy Valentine’s Day & Chinese New Year! ^^

(this is a very late post. just blogging for the sake of the date. =x)

ohwells. this is just a greeting! ^^v
let’s see…

1) i just got 29 hearts in audi a few days ago, on the 8th.
brekaing my record of 21 hearts, with my ex cpl. lols.
this one was with a random guy in audi. thanks to crazyFORHER. o.O
ohwells. new record rocks. xD

2) i’m still gaming much. yesh, on technika.
passed my heartbeat set on the 11th. xD
and i think, highscore set for heartbeat the next day?
can’t remember. but i know i cleared the highscore set soon after i passed hb on my own. ^^

3) and thanks to my gaming addiction, i screwed up my vday with my beloved. >__<

4) i'm currently being chased. lols. not for my life. for my heart. o.o
apparently by my eye candy. o=
looks like my charm worked? ROFL. x;
more like… it's nice to know that he's interested in me. x;

on a side note, i just got myself a subboyf not long ago. xD
how did i get him was a very funny misunderstanding.
well, biondi (smiles) thought i was with him since i mentioned i was going out with my beloved.
and he thought i was with my subboyf. LOL. o.O
so, we figured to fool him by being a sub for each other. hahahahas.
it always worked whenever he and us are there!
but in reality, we're just good friends. ^^

5) i've been skipping school lately. o.O
more like bcuz i've been slacking ard too much lately.
and gotten lazy to do my work. and end up not completing. x.x
plus the lack of sleep, which i can't make it to get up, when it comes to the next morning…
also the lil' other problems i currently have, that i'm trying to avoid.
gahhh… but i do go when i feel like it. lol. x;

6) went to marina bay to celebrate my cny day 1 with my beloved. x.x
that was like on the 13th-14th. lol. o.O
i hope that makes up a lil' bit before i actually screwed it up. lols. D:

that’s about it for the updates frm the last post till this date.
more to come for the next one! ^^
paiseh for nt updating much though! x.x
cya soon!

the new month! ^^

woohoo. haven’t blogged in a month.
and nao, it’s febbbbbuary.

LOL. well, school’s been pretty much chasing me.
so i are like lazy to update.

but since now i’m neglecting my homework just to update…
i shld be writing a long one. :3

first things first, i got back my phone number.
and a spare phone! (thanks to my dearest, again. ><)
lols. as of course, i lost all phone numbers.
only getting back some nowadays. lol. o.O

well, if those who have my number, you could still msg me.
but please identify yourself. and do NOT play games with me.
like say, 'i'm someone and/or i got your number from my friend.'.
that's just bullshits. because, i won't reply that, unless i'm in a gd mood. -___-

as for technika…
well, passing my First Step set was awesome.
improving it was even more awesome! ^^v

hahas. moved on to Electro EP set.
AND PASSED THAT TOO. in less then a month. gd right! xD
(thanks to youtube. :3)
shall try the highscore set for it soon.

nao, i'm currently on the Word Live Heartbeat set.
commonly called Heartbeat set.
have been failing CoS TP, the last boss song, badly. (improving though.)
i can probably last to 3/4 of the song, and then die. hahahahas. x;
having been going at it on pop for the speed… and got a D.

i need a C or a B before trying again. x.x

as for the other random songs in the set, i keep failing them.
and it's a near pass kinda fail. urghhhh. x.x
(i dun even wanna start on the highscore set yet. lols.
time for heavy replay of the mp3 & youtube! x.x)

hmmmm… tried the highscore set for First Step!
and i got like wudd, Come To Me? LOL. o.o
it’s supposed to be Lover. then it’s called highscore.
but it’s okays. i was just testing it out. xD
and got into the rankings @ 5th place, if i rmbed correctly! :3
side note: surprisingly survived I Want You! YAY.
finally passed it! like on 2nd try? LOL. x;
(first try was wayyyyy back, when i kept failing. LOL.)

abstaining these few days; not only phobia frm CoS, but also saving money… well. for like CNY? x))

nao, it shall be more on sch. LOL. x.x

well, sch’s been pretty much more on work nao.
design & colours is such an example.
it’s like project based, but it’s hmwk form.
gahhh. it’s toughhhhh. ~___~

soon, it’ll be time for my ‘photoshop’ & design drawing class.
lols. (nt the actual title – ps. xD)
mid-assignments. lols. halfway there to the major one. =/

ohgawd. i dun even wanna start. @___@
but it’s due next wk. so no choice.
(more reasons to stay at home and nt go play! xD)

my other lessons like business com & acad writing just brings me back to my secondary school days. -.-
pfft. no choice, it’s for credits.
&& lucky it’s nth much of a big deal. (:

and then there’s letterform & gamelan!
they’re my favourite lessons of the moment~! ^^v

and my sch’s got a new cafe. lols. realised it after coming back to sch.

anyways. moving on~! ^^

this few songs are nice.
Iyaz – Replay
for a moment there, i thought it was sean kingston.
then i realised it’s his bro! LOL. O:
they sound EXACTLY THE SAME. O___O
awesome song still!

DJ Max Trilogy – Feel
it’s got this feel good vibe abt it. x)
like suitable for a lounge song.
hoping to play this when i get my hands on trilogy…
… some fine fine day lah. x; – hahahas.

Ruby Tuesday – DJ Max Clazziquai Edition – Here in the Moment
a new song i’m liking.
(next to love mode, tell yourself & come to me. – Clazziquai*) hahahas.
i knew this song frm technika.
cuz i cant play the clazziquai version on psp. x.x

*well, Clazziquai is an awesome korean band.
and i’m glad they have their ‘own game’. LOL. xD
i’m nao quite a fan of them! :3*

【Touhou】Bad Apple!!　ＰＶ【Stylized Shadow Art】
this song’s so awesome , it was featured on CNN. LOL. xD
(the stop motion version. lols. go find it on yt. it’s fking hell awesome.)
remixes are also awesome.
this was last year’s hit song. so imma slow luuhs. ><"
but, i think this song just made me a fan out of them.
cuz it's so awesome. LOL. :3
heard abt them before, only dunno what's it all abt.
before i become an official fan, i shall go do my research. ^^v

the cover done by the vocaloids are awesome too!
esp. my miku hatsune! -loves♥- *thumbs up* ~♥♥♥~

okays. that’s it for songs! ;D
lols. kinda forgot how to insert vids for a moment. but it’s okays. xD
doesn’t lag my post anyways.

moving on…
i are hungry nao. x.x
shall go find my lays to eat asap. :3
and mosquitoes are currently sucking my blood nao.
seems like they are hungry too! ~_~
BUT IT’S FKING ITCHY. HOMG. T_______T

gotta move outta here soon.
(nt on my lappy btw. lols.)

hmmmm… managed to save near 50 bucks.
i probably can go buy a figma soon. xD
or maybe… play technika or buy more new clothes & shoes & whatnot.
teehees.

also, i went to SOY’B’ @ NP. ^^v
saw quite a number of cosplayers. doing almost the same stuff. lol.
but i do see some new ones every now and then~ ^^

hahas. a lil’ more update abt soyb, and others. plus, pics too!
all for the next time i’m here!
lols. cannot take the bites alr. x.x
gtg naoooooo~ cya! @___@

so much for the 1st day of school. -.-

gahhhh. ):
i lost my phone, on the 1st day of school.

WHAT IS THIS?! T___T
fucktarded meeeeeeeee. ):

my photos are gone – but tht’s okays cuz they’ll alr in my com.
my songs are gone – i can always get it back since it’s on my com as well.
but, my phone contacts & my messages… T____T
lost foreverrrr~ x.x

maybe it’s time to start anew? ;P
since i have like messages i’m not supposed to be keeping…
but ohwells. those kind reminds me of my lesson learnt.
and well, probably move on. lol. o.o

phone contacts. yesh.
my dad’s bringing me to get the same number back tmr… so…
hopefully i can get the same number lorr.
then those who have my number, pl0x message back me your number or smth! o.o
(lazy to go around asking, but i might just have to lah, huh…) lol. =/

ohwells. other than tht… i passed my First Step in technika! xD
fffffffiiiiinnnnnaaaaaallllllyyyyyy~
hahahahas. tht’s the only thing i’m pretty happy abt today. :3
and having my technika buddies ard. looool.

so, school has started.
and lessons today weren’t so bad~
lol. the 1st lecturer of the day wasnt so bad. o.O
he’s nice. lols. temper abit like david’s. hahahas.

and then the next one came late. .___.
so, we ended up going off late. lool~
but need to get the textbook which costs me 5 bucks. =/
ohwells. the lecturer was pretty interesting.
reminds me of the D&C teacher i had last sem. lols.
(plus he’s like pretty random, like in a cutesy grandpa way? ROFL.)

nao, it’s for tuesday. which is later on. hahahas.
my cross elective module. o.o
it’s erm…. some business thingy? idk.
i hope i can find the class, cuz idk where the heck it’ll be. x.x
(went to the wrong place today. lols. heng, i wasn’t tht late. and i wasn’t the only one. :3)

teehees. (x
hmmmm… i wonder how it’ll be like. ^^

anyways… i gtg lerhs.
just came back to rant abt my retardedness and abt sch. LOL. o.o
short update luhhs! hahas.

ohyeahs. polls says i shld go back to blogger… x.x
hoho. i need like 2 moreeee? :3

kkays. imma shall get going nao~!
to bathe then sleep, so… cya. (: