that was really fast. lol. ohaiyo minna-san! 
gome ne~ >_> i didn’t blog again for another one whole mth. x.x
well, let’s start from the beginning of this mth. (before it ends. lol.)
it’s still my holidays. but i couldn’t believe school was starting pretty soon.
i still did go out, ignoring what the stereotyped-broken-hearted-person would be behaving like. =/
then, it’s my birthday. :3
lols. i noticed smth fishy was going on, at tweetdeck, and that phone call. 
nth can escape my observation skills. x;
(it’s only at times i can be really gd at this. ehehes.)
he lives up to his name though, except those things. lol. o.O
i alr suspected something. hoho.
well, it was a very pleasant surprise still. ^^v
and i appreciate your gifts. (although the main one could have been more of a practical one.) xP
going further, i spend my morning with my ex. (:
had a lil’ quarrel over the meeting time though. lol. -.-
anyways, he came over and we had a short time tgt.
took photos of nendo miku! (i… miss all of my figurines. T_T)
and he gave me Snow Miku… back. lol.
it was initially mine, then it went back, and finally coming into my hands as a gift again. =/
it sounds stupid, damn it… -sighs-
and then it the afternoon, all the way to night, it was with izu-nyan!
(LOL. a copy frm azu-nyan! )
he came over too, passing me my gift. lol. butbut, i made him wait so long… ):
gome ne, i had chores to do still. (damn my mum, she’s nt letting me off even on my bday. wtf. D=_>
i’m glad he didn’t mind at all. or more like, because we’re not official, so he doesn’t have that right. lol. o.o
idk, but whatever, i’m glad he didn’t get pissed. x;
we got over that, and enjoyed the rest of the day tgt. lol.
oh yah. gomenasai, subboyf. o.o i was supposed to leave the night time slot for you. >_>
but i hoped going down to the arcade and seeing you there made it up or smth! lols. x;
i… didn’t get to eat my favourite cake or get myself a balloon. ):
and i didn’t really got anything that’s on my wishlist. )):
butbutbut, i got treated like a princess that day. and it’s all that matters, doesn’t it? ^^ nyan!~
oh. i got asked again on another day. lol. x; same answer neh. x;
hahas. looks like you really need to up your game, izu-nyan.
i don’t want to be with someone who can’t understand me totally yet.
anyways! :3
orientation for the freshies were held a few days before school started.
that feeling of being a senior… i felt it again. ^^v
&& soon, school started!
my timetable’s really screwed! D:
monday mornings sucks. ): and then the nxt day, it starts awfully late in the afternoon. urgh.
then it returns to an early thrusday morning, before the whole week’s over.
AHHHHH! my bio clock is already as screwed as it is already!
the timetable is somehow making it worse! ><"! -clenches fist-
hmmmm, my new class, and my classmates.
familiar faces and familiar strangers, along with a few new faces. lol. (:
i thought it would be pretty fun… till i realised half of the girls are cheena. .__.
and i'm bad at my mother tongue. ugh.
anoooo~ i had some hopes still, since i have 2 classmates frm my previous class! ^^v
then again, i'm not very close with them at all, so idk how am i going to be talking more.
besides, our interests are pretty different. D:
also, there are more decent guys in my class! (unlike last year… ehehes. )
a few eye candies. :3
and so, it has been 2 weeks… and i still very isolated from everyone.
it's like i'm putting on a fake front, like i don't really give a damn and be happy.
…yeah, right. i've been trying. and all i know, what i've been feeling, is that i'm just being another extra.
nobody would care if i’m actually not there.
i’ve been trying to blend in, to interact. but it’s not working at all? D:
is because i’ve always been lonely ever since sec 2? =/
or me becoming anti-social unknowingly? >_>
i got separated from my bestie, lost another whole bunch, then another after graduating. ;’(
having been misunderstood, been losing my trust… i’d made myself withdrawal.
trying to open up once more is tough, i’ve been trying, giving it my all. but no one seems to notice.
i want to break out of this shell. really.
but i’m like being forced back in.
it’s okays, i guess. i’ll just try to be myself as much as i can anyways.
afterall, i have always been a loner, haven’t i? (:
moving on, my homework load… of course, it’s never ending.
i guess it’s still pretty easy still. hehes.
(that is, before week 3-4 comes! >_>)
even though… eto… i’m not done with this week’s hmwk! yikes. =/
ah. my games. i’ve retired for the time being. lol.
instead, i’ve turned myself into an otaku desu! >=D
watching so many animes at one go… collecting figurines, fanart & merchandises… and even into cosplay & stuffs!
ohohohoho. it’s pretty interesting! ~_~
but being an superb otaku will definitely blow up your wallet. ):
haiish. therefore, i shall not be too hardcore! x.x
still i’m trying to save up desperately! no savings liao. (thanks to nafa, my hunger pangs and my gaming addiction.) D:
lols. i’m getting him smth, since it’s his birthday next mth. x;
and i hope he’ll wise up too, and get the damn hint. -.-
also, i’ve finally made my IC. collecting it nxt mth as well.
cant afford to lose it again, so i think i’ll just bring a photocopied one out lah. =/
hmmmm…
i guess that shld be pretty much for this mth? :3
nth much oso neh. other than… my bday and sch starting. lols.
also, there’ll be more interesting events coming up! ^^v
i’ll update again soon bah.
sleepy luhh~ oyasumi desu! and sayonara minna-san! ♥~ xD
