i believe this blog is pretty much very dead… o.o
one damn post in april. LOL. >_>
it’s already the end of june, and i’m blogging nao. what’s this?! LOL. >_>
anyways… from my previous (dead) post,
i started and got it completed on the day itself. ahahahas.
my supporting item, the night before.
and main item, the day itself. lol.
i wanted to be Hatsune Miku! 
… obviously, who else could i think of?
so, i did a replica of miku’s version of the Magnet headphones.
(popular song. Magnet by Hatsune Miku & Megurine Luka.)
apparently, cosplay companies are making them as well. mine’s just a DIY.
and i think i really did a good job in making them.
(i’m just wondering if i shld sell it though. LOL. xD)
but i got slammed for plagiarism. what in the world…! -.-
it’s just a damn replica that would be sold OFFICIALLY IN STORES AND IT WOULD WORK.
they just don’t listen and understand, do they? pfft.
and my headphones are more like headphone covers. lol.
i used my very own headphones for this. o.o
and i couldn’t bear to like glue 40 bucks plus to a damn project for sch. lol. >__>
especially after this project, i actually started to love Luka as well.
(i hope Miku won’t be jealous! ><"~) also, because Miku x Luka yuri pairing is absolutely hot & awesome.
woots! xD i'm straight, but there's just smth about them that makes me go… -nosebleeds!- (LOL. x.x)
my main item was pretty crappy, coming to think of it.
if i had much more time, i would literally draw all of them out.
then again, can't i work smart? sheesh. x.x
ahh well, so much for a compilation of artworks. (artbook.)
hahas. and things were definitely happening… other than my sch life. lol. x;
one came and left, and right after that, another one entered. lol. x;
i wrote about it. lol. summary luhhs.
then again… deep down inside of me, i'm hoping he'll just talk to me again.
i may have broken his heart like how a badarse girl would (lol. x.x)…
but all i just want is for him to just talk to me again, as a friend this time.
i guess he’s the kind who gives up easily. -sighs-
ohwell then, that’s too bad i guess? lol.
it’s weird for me to know his presence, but to totally ignore him because of the past. it’s just weird.
then again, after everything that had happened… it’ll be pretty hard or even never. D:
i hope he’ll forgive me one day for being the heartbreaker. (i still have that consciousness in me. tyvm.)
and be able to talk to me or something again, without the past bothering him too much. (:
well, he eventually did. and it was pretty much quite a nice feeling?
awkward much, but still. 
anyways. moving on! ^^
ever since the holidays started, i’ve become quite an otaku! xDDDD
woots. watching 4 animes at one go!
(i kinda just finished my K-ON season 1 series, but still going after it. lols. so that makes 3 nao.)
i still have the others to download. but i got busy watching the others lah. x.x
woops. heh. x;
i shld seriously go find work to do but i don’t exactly wish to work alone! D:
butbutbut, i can’t anyone who’s willing to work with me lehhh. -sighs-
and i’m pretty much in need of cash! >__>
-digressing- well, you know, the population of the main technika community is similar to a reverse harem.
and i feel like i need the damn attention sometimes. lol. o.o
also… the need to get all of them to fall in love with me… wahahahhaas. a sick mind of mine. xD)
it just feels that way to me lah. i don’t plan to ever do it.
otherwise, i’ll be branded a slut. lol. =/ -end of digression-
LOL. anyways. about my games.
Technika – nth much. o.o
oh. passed customizer set lerhs! xD
but very inconsistent. D: cuz i have been slacking ard much. lols.
training SPs though. esp. SP2. (i keep failing so much, it’s wasting my money. D: & i feel like quitting.)
lols. well, not so easily bah. i still got that fat bitch to beat. ugh.
can pass eotm SP… wtf. *instantnewgoal!* >=D
my SPs are pretty okays i guess. teehees.
also, was wondering if i shld start on coresound on my own, cuz i haven’t pass it on my own yet. lol. >_>
and also, go for a full run on randomizer, which is very damn dangerous. >< (so far, i did 3 outta 4 stages. ^^v)
Audition – hmmmmm… i got a cpl! LOL. xD
he’s my friend actually. we kinda lost contact for a year, but i still rmb him lah.
i’m glad he did too. hahahas. well, we finally cpl after many tries. lol. o.O
(we’re kinda pretty inactive oso lah. -sighs-
well, nvm. cuz i oso hardly play. LOL. xD)
other than tht, lvling is realllyyyyyyyyyyy slow. sheesh.
missed the x2 exp oso. sian. -_-
and i’m still thinking if i shld change my ign & fam name… >_>
Jubeat – well, i lost my whole wallet. and my jubeat card is inside. -_-
sian. lost that as well, and then i got lazy to get a new one. (since you can’t stack lvl nao. 
)
so i just play for fun nao. ^^v
and the others in the tech crew, some uhh, got interested.
hehes. like subboyf, he’s pretty good nao & izu, he’s pretty gd when he started off leh. lol. o.O
ParaPara – as said, i’m in a grp/guild nao.
apparently, alex is damn enthu. o.o hahahas. well, i made a new player/cosplayer during the last outing! xD
woohoo. (she’s going cosfest too! tell you more soon. it’s nearing! ^^v)
ah, she’s jenson’s friend btw. and they both joined in as well. yipees.
well, there’s another outing this 11th july. i hope i can find ppl to bring or smth. LOL. >__>
CUZ THIS PARA TREND IS DYING!!~ T_T
and me hopes to see more new ppl! :3
that’s it for games.
since dj max portable & other psp games i don’t play so much on a regular basis.
and i’m not very into them alr. lol. o.O
holidays are almost ending, and my second year is coming.
as much as i don’t exactly like going back to school, i’m pretty bored at home.
my whole bio clock changes, which is pretty much teh shizz, cuz i got nth to do at night. ugh. -.-
(mum keeps teh internet after 12. haiish.)
well, results came out, and as expected, i didn’t do well. ):
didn’t pass this year. haiish. D:
gotta blame myself for attendance, got lazy lah, sianz. x.x
(my brothers didn’t really do as well either. so we all have to be punished in a way or so. thus, teh internet prob.) o.o
but luckily, thank God for this, i get to go on to my second year.
hopefully, i’ll hv the strength to go sch everyday… even if it sucks. lol. >_>
must. do. better. to. pass. second. year. RAWR. x;
as for my figurines’ photos… i still have them.
just lazy to post. hoho. x;
well, on a more serious note, it’s all returned though. =/
so is my cam, psp and lappy. o.o
why?
i broke up with my dearest.
it wasn’t the nice & right way, but more of a bad & somewhat ugly one. D:
well, i decided to face the music, and pull it through.
surprisingly, i got support. (even though, i made everyone disappointed. =/)
ah well, it’s not like they’ll understand my mindset anyways. and for that, it’s okays.
after all that, it felt like a burden being lifted off my shoulder.
then again, it feels weird because i’ve always been pretty dependent on him.
and suddenly, he went away. and my life goes back to a dull, boring and somewhat difficult to cope. lol.
also, the feeling of losing everything. all at one shot. ><"~
it was pretty hard to handle at first, the loneliness and whatnot.
hahas. i got used to it soon though. (:
and now, i don't hate him anymore, because i used to love him so much.
the many memories he's given me. the many wonderful gifts i've received… once.
well, i've forgiven him, but i'll nvr forget. (ah, i'm not going to be remembering it in a bad way luhh. -.-)
guess it's because i think i can actually understand and feel his intentions? lol. idk. o.o
then again, i kinda pretty much let it pass by alr. what use is there for to be remembering it anyways? =/
we’re on talking terms nao. (:
and i’ll talk a lil’ more about this issue when i feel like it.
anyways, just went out on the 28th. to celebrate our supposedly 16th month-sary! @ wild wild wet. LOL. xD
brings back memories though. ^^
(cuz if i remembered, we went there during the earlier month-saries, when we were still tgt.)
ohoh. with that said, i finally got myself a black bikini to wear. lol. x;
very shy about wearing it…. but i guess i got over it.
then again, tht time not so much ppl, so i was pretty okays.
idk if i could be wearing tht to the beach to tan or smth. ><"~
more ppl, i shy y'know. lol. x;
hmmmmm… june's ending.
which means… MY BIRTHDAY IS ALMOST HEREEEEEEEEEEEEEE! xD
wooohoooo~ ;DDDDDD
butbutbut. eh. i haven’t thought of my bday wishlist yet! O_O
i actually have a few in mind alr… just that, it’s all over the place in my head, and i’m trying to organize it. lol.
i… will post one note about it in facebook soon, i guess.
turning 18 soon. must go make my ic again soon. (lost it uhh. ==”)
so i can go buy alcohol officially & enter clubs legally! xD
(because i still don’t look like my age somehow… as said by most of my friends. lol.
i believe my face will not pull it off. bleahs & ugh. >_>
not many have tht kinda mindset… imo. but i’m glad i found someone who can see things like the way i do.
and that’s why we click on instantly. and became friends, which spreads on a very thin line though. O:
ahhh… did i mention that he’s my audi cpl too? lol. 
moving on.
well, being a single lady nao.
and happily BEING A FREE BITCH BAYBEH! xD
(although i don’t feel like one, cuz i have ppl after me. hohoho. ;x)
ahwells. many things have happened within the past 2 months or so. o.O
i’m lazy to go into details though. x;
also, i have plans to move my blog.
finalizing my plans already lah, cuz as you ppl can see my blog ish very deadz. D:
i was wondering… if i shld be moving my blog into notes on fb! :3
(since i spend most of my time over there. lol. O.o)
not forgetting that there’s still my tumblr and bloggerisannoyingmuch.
and so, this is a very damn long post. x;
too long no update, jiu liddat arh. paiseh.
well, if there’s anything i left out… i’ll update it next time i suppose?
wahahahhahas. finally seh. o.o (SUBBOYF. THIS IS somehow… FOR YOU! )
as requested – very much – by him lah. lmao.
also, you wanna know anything else can just go facebook, msn, or my phone (if you got my no. :O) & find me! ^^v
depending on my mood, i might/might not tell. ehehehes.
blogging this at NP. (cuz i’m at izu’s sch. using his lappy. in aca practice. o.o)
lol lah. x; ohwells. going off nao. x.x need to go home liao!
sayonara ppl! forgive me & cya soon! ^^v
