procrastination kills. ):

it really does. o.o

when you don’t do your homework and nt go to sch almost every other day for more than a mth plus…
it’s horrible when you’re trying to catch up.

damn rush. o.o
damn sloppy work.

haiish. well, i guess i pretty much deserved it. lol. =/

the reasons why i’m consistently not going to sch, is bcuz…

1) i cant get up early in the mornings like i used to. o.o
- somehow, the motivation i had, is gone. =/
2) i’m slow. a slow worker. and bcuz of this, i’m always being nagged at.
- which means slow = not complete. therefore, i cant appear at sch empty-handed. o.o
then again, i’m nt supposed to skip even if i cannot hand it up on time.
3) lazyness. plus, procrastination about why all the others are having holidays… expect us. D:
- even poly ppl are having their holidays. gahhh. which gives me totally no mood to do anything at all. ):
4) expenses, expenses & more expenses.
- it’s scary on how much i can spend a day, just buying food & my art materials.
there isn’t much left, even for gaming. (don’t even have to say to save as well…)

thus, i either just stay at home and rot.
or i get out and walk endless strolls, or slack my ass off at the arcades. lol. =/

i hate confrontation, as much as my horoscope proves this.
i avoid problems however i like in my own ways.
that’s probably why i leave a huge mess somewhere over time, sometimes.

in the end, i still had to face it like a real girl.
and just get over and done with.

and when it finally dawned me (again…), tht if don’t be in sch…
i might not be even make it to the next year.
and neither do i want to repeat my 1st year subjects in the following year. O.o
(besides that, my mum’s being a bitch by not giving me my allowance while i skipped. lol.
she doesn’t understand, i’m afraid of spending too much once i head out.
and when i do, she complains… ugh. ><”)

so, i still have to draggggg myself to sch.
trying to do it everyday nao. and i realised i missed out on alot.

hoho. i just cooped myself up for almost 2 weeks, trying to catch everything up.
completely stopped going for technika lorr.

it’s an accomplishment for me, that i can push myself to do my work.
and make it done, so i can hand it up ‘on time’. (even though the timing was really too off… lol. @_@)

i’m taking abt almost a 3rd day’s break nao, but it’s time for me to get back to work soon.
in the weeks of preparing for assignment day soon…
next wk will be the briefing for ISP alr.
and when april comes, i would be hell busy like shiats. x.x

probably wouldn’t stop till may.
till i graduate frm my 1st yr. o.o

oh god. working hard is one thing, but playing hard is another.
(and when will i have the time for this?! Dx )

hokays, moving on. (:

as to the latest blockquote;

1) yeah, ever since then… no one else could give me that kinda score.
but it’s okays. cuz my skills have definitely rot like mad. and my acc ish so inactive. o.o

also, i found another vocaloid fam. lols. i got copied, i guess. but that’s okays.
in fact, i don’t really care. o.O
bcuz i’m pretty much quitting soon. or i might just switch fam names again. hahahas.

2) as i said earlier on, not really much alr.
but ytd, i did. teehees.
go on to the cheena machine. abuse the free play for training my customizer. *new set!*
… will try to actually stop playing all tgt pretty soon. x;
wahahahahas. but i ended up spending like almost 15 buck @ the arcade today. ><”
was trying to catch my trapped domo & ariel. lols. o.o
and failed to do so. ):

but this friend of mine, idk whether he did it on purpose, or he really wanted to give it to me…
he got them all one try! NOT FAIR. Dx
teased me bcuz i couldnt catch them, and he ended up giving it to me anyways. LOL. xD

3) everything has gone pretty well since then…
but somehow, somewhere in my heart, something tells me that he isn’t over about this. D: idk idk idk idk. *worried*~ >_<!~

4) i’m obviously happy to know that i actually do have some kinda charm.
but when this charm of mine brings in more trouble than fun… it’s a lil’ too much to handle. o.o
hahas. well, izumi’s a new friend of mine.
as well as my new ‘date’. heh. on the stage of getting to know him better actually.
pretty much the egoistic person, as to his horoscope. (same as my dearest apparently. hoho.)
but i can handle it.

and as so, this lil’ candy of mine. he’s obviously… downright jealous.
say i’m evil, but i just like the look when his mood totally changed. it’s cute, really. x;

the both. vying for my attention. o.o”
it’s a whole new wow for me. lol. i never knew i was THIS much wanted. o.o
(and i still have another, waiting for me for over a year alr. lol. :3)
i guess i’m still handling this properly. (:

as for my subboyf, we’re still good friends obviously.
and i’m happy that he has such a chio gf. nao. all the best to him luhhs! ^^v

5) MY 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY. AWESOMEEEEE. xD
back to sentosa, to where we 1st got tgt. ^^v
played the luge, tried the 4D ride, played the segway, and up the tiger towers. xD

he let me win one round for the luge lahhh. D:
eeyeer~ but that’s okays! ♥ hehes. ^^v
4D was like right in your face, even though i knew what would happen. eeks. @_@
strained my neck muscles bcuz i jerked on my seat quite a number of times. lols.
tiger towers made me a lil’ sick… x.x
worse then the flyer. lol.
lastly, SEGWAY IN THE EVENING~!
teehees. scary to ride on it, since it moves based on your balance on the machine itself.
fun to the max. x)))

then, dinner, and home! ;P

once again, thank you my dearest for giving me such an awesome day out. :3
not as dramatic like we used to have it, lol. but it was still great. ily! ♥

6) ALSO, OMFG. i got totally stunned
when i least expected it. o.o -surprised much!-
seriously, i was like at home, doing my work… and this really one hell of a boyfriend,
comes in and surprises me with this…
ONE WHOLE SET OF VOCALOID NENDOROID PETIT! O____O
(well, stunned face then extremely happy face. xDDD)
trying nt to scream like a mad fangirl, or else my mum would kill me. x;
homg… i was like carassing the box for a full 15 mins, asking him if i can open it.
but after negotiation, i’m allowed to open on our 13th mth anniversary. lol. D:
WHICH MEANS. 10 MORE DAYS. WOOOOTS. xD
we’ll go on a crazy photoshoot! yeahhhhhhh~ -cant wait!- x3

7) oh. clubbing will wait till i’m officially legal.
this week’s one just sucks. -.-
buy tix but cannot go in the end, cuz full liao. homgs. D:
wasted, cuz my this ticket seller, dunno go whr, cheat my money and poofed eh. rawr. ):

8] i are currently into this damn game that i dont have it. ugh.
DJ HERO!! xD – being hyped up abt it actually. :3
sadly, it’s only on xbox 360. but woots, the mixes are farking awesomeeeee. 8D
a few of my faves are definitely the mainstream/commonly played.
BUT I CANT HELP IT. they’re all original mixes, you cant really get them anywhr.
cuz different ppl mixes it differently. and it adds up on the awesome factor abt this game.
(if this mixes were to hit the clubs, it’ll be perfect. ♥)
mah 3 faves (orignal soundtrack) : Sexy Chick, Boom Boom Pow vs. Satisfaction & another mix with Day ‘N Night.
watch the players all over in yt do their styles of remixing them…
it shld be a hell lot better. hehehes. if only i had them, i’ll be probably playing non stop for this few days. =/

(the harder version of this game, which brings out the dj-ing essence would be Scratch, The Ultimate DJ.)
looks similar but i guess it’s the dj feel, esp. the turntables. xD
combine them with dj hero’s mixer buttons and whatnot, you’ll have it closest to the real deal! :O

9) OH YESH. i went to the IT fair. and got myself, by my own means, a new set of headphones! ^^v
it’s also my very 1st time using it.
have been considering to buy one… going ard searching for gd sound quality & price as well.
well, audio technica has always been the brand i trusted. so i got this!
lols. budget oso abit, so yeahs. but it’s okays. (x

all i need nao, is a pouch to keep this.
it’s my investment… and i hv to make sure this will last me longer than half a year. xD
shall go search someday soon. :3

oh. not gd for long use… numbs your ear actually. LOL.
but i was listening to miku’s songs throughout the night… xD
can’t help it. teehees.

and that’s abt it!~

it’s also march alr, so let’s welcome the new month. ^^v

hahas. i know that blogging at this weird hour sucks. o.o
but well, i cant slp. and i wanted to this for a long time, but didnt really had the time…
seriously! x.x

and nao tht i do, i kinda sacrifice my slp. lols.
but then again horr, i are hungry & my legs ache for no apparently reason. o.o

then, ltr. more work to be completed and done.
bahhh. life pretty much sucks when you have everything pushed towards you. =/

i’ll be going out with izumi this friday again. ahahas.
our 1st date was pretty interesting.
just gotta say that he’s pretty much a stiffy leh, in terms of dancing.
ohwells. he’s an interesting character, and i just wanna see what’s their difference in time…
in terms of personality & behaviour.
(him & my dearest. since they’re under the same horoscope + bday oso very close to each other. :O~)

hohoho. i’ll see how it eventually goes.
as for nao, someone’s jealous but i can’t ensure him anything yet.
i’m not his and he isnt mine either & i hope he understand this very important point.

well, that’s about it. long long post, i must say. xD
troubles with sch work & love – dating life. lols.
teehes. ohwells, when it happens, it will.

be back asap! till the next post!
(i know there are ppl watching this blog in secret. rawr.
please just ignore me, if i ever go nuts and vent something really mad here,
or go like fangirl kinda high ya? lols. o.o well, i’m here to share my joys & sorrows.
so keep opinions to yourself, unless you think i shld really need to know them.)

random reminder much.
well, bye!~ ♥ ^^v