part 2! (x

yeshyesh. this is part 2 now. finally am back, cuz….

IT’S THE MOTHERFUCKING HOLIDAYS NOW!!!! >=D

lols. you dunno how happy & unbelievable this is to me…
it’s like there’s no term breaks through this half year of 2009.
(and it’s like you’ve been rushing out all your work almost every other day…)
suddenly now, when everything’s over… it’s like almost unbelievable luhhs. o.o

not self denial lah. more like…. pretty sudden. LOL. xD
butbutbut… IMMA HAPPY DAMMIT.
so happy until i’m using vulgarities for the sake of showing it. wahahahahas. X:

ooopies. as so, here are more pics… before i update you ppl.
(if there IS anyone here. lols. cuz i really feel like my blog’s pretty dead. x.x)

anyways….

lols. like i have nth better to do…
was in ion’s toilet. gahhhhh. PRETTY FEMALE TOILET. xD
damn nice lahhhh, like super hotel-ish feeling. ^^
the hand dryer & the tissue paper dispenser is all under the mirror one.
(paiseh if it’s a lil’ too dark to see. :X)

hmmmm… the close up of the icons. rofl. :3

so i likey the toilet & the mirrors.
and so, here’s the zi lian me! xD

and… with a lil’ adjustment to make my pic look brighter. everything else ish just raw. ^^v

hehes.
i like my own pose. lol. ^^v

anyways, continuing…

even the entrance looks so nice pl0x. x.x
lols. /= and out of the toilet i go!

wahahahas. i likey his cap lah! LOL.
cute sia. :3 (tried to take a few times. ><"~)
and they kinda spotted it? LOL. shhhh~

moving off… this is one of the pretty glass panels i saw on the streets of orchard road.
it’s for the APEC Summit. lols.

this is my next favourite stretch of lights on the road! xD
teehees~ ♥!

then head down to cathay cineleisure for dinner.
and then, walked around orchard central.
(goodness. the view at the roof top ish awesome! soon, there’ll be restaurants up there…
i wanna dine there someday, esp. during the night. it’ll be so romantic… in a way. hahas.)

and… kinda went home late. lols. got scolding. duh.
but no biggie. :3

that’s all for the show & tell part! LOL.

now.
it’s time for updates.
*coughsblockquotetimecoughs!*

teeheees. xD
here i go!~

1) i’m still ignoring the emo one every now and then. it seems like he’s given up? LOL. idk. /=

2) do you know that i’m into a new arcade game? LOL.
but it’s pretty expensive. as much as jubeat. gahhhh. x.x
that is… it’s DJ MAX TECHNIKA!
wahahas. it’s an awesome game, if you’ve played the many versions of dj max on psp and that you’re a FAN!
i’m pretty much addicted to this game now! xD
(but i’m not neglecting my jubeat either!)

lols. and from there, i knew a whole lot more of male friends.
(well, in a way, it does spell trouble. lol.) *side story comes in ltr*~
and i’m still very noob. *sobsob*
seeing them, they’re like so pro luhhs. D:
hahas. i will reach to technical mode very soon! xD
wait & see!

3) here’s the side story. lols.
well, as i’ve been the ever so boy-crazy kinda fangirl…
i’ve definitely set my eyes on a few there.

the emo-looking stereotype, but with a different personality.
the musically inclined but not into dance, yet cute and flirty.
hohoho. they caught my eye, that’s for sure. lol.

i likey the first one, cuz, he was the one who noticed me for the 1st time i was there playing.
i likey the second one, cuz his actions are really cute at times.
it warms my heart. lol. (… i don’t really get that anymore. /= )

and the one i’m most interested in, apparently just dashed all my hopes. lol.
just like kelvin and his ladies ard him. lols. (i’ll nvr get him to notice me anyways.)
it’s not right, yet it’s not wrong either. well, it’s morally wrong luhh.
(i’m attached, for god’s sake! zzzzz~ -_____-)
then again, i missed my chance, so…
just hope that they’ll last long, and stay loving!
all the best wishes! ^^v

his bday was just ytd, btw. dang. i was late, too late. LOL.
(&& please, do not let me see them on sunday. lols. i don’t wanna feel worse. LOL. x.x)

as for the other one… lols. let’s just see how it goes.
if he’s still all flirty, cutesy towards me. hohoho.
and i won’t avoid the arcade just because of them. -____-”
that’s dumb. lol.
(one more thing, i hope they don’t stumble on this. LOL.)

4) i’m like having all sorts of weird cravings lately… for food, i mean.
like one moment, it was sour. now it’s sweet. GAHHH. @____@
i want my sugar rush lahhhhh. x.x
mentos isn’t enuff for meh! Dx
lol~ x= (being very random.)

5) as to all my arcade gaming and my ISP, i’ve not been in auditionSEA. lols. o.o
dunno if i shld actually quit lahh. lolx. x.x (and maybe, head back to maple… PRIVATE SERVERS STYLE.)
wahahaahahhas. xD

6) speaking abt my ISP…. I’M LIKE FINALLY FUCKING DONE WITH IT LAHHHHH! x.x
wahseh. i’m like dammnnnnn happy it’s over.
i was like choing-ing the last few days trying to complete my other 2 masks.
the dark version ones… and homg. they screwed up on me, or rather i did…
and then i had to rush down back to bugis & spotlight to buy some more things?! D;<
for this goddarn project, i've spent over a hundred bucks. OVER I TELL YOU. D:
omg. so expensive sia lah. i had better get good grades uh! @___@

kinda pulled an all nighter right before the day of ISP/Assignment day. lols.
lucky i still could present well, but i kinda like stammer abit. hahas. nervous arh.
but, i still managed to pass, and get over and done with! woots! xD
pics to see? hohoho. it'll come up very soon. maybe on facebook.
or mostly likely, it'll be there. hahahas.

7) the monsoon season ish here once again! O:
it's getting damn cold… which means, i hv usage for my jackets & long sleeve shirts very soon.
so, raining is snowing for us. and hellyesh, it has been raining loads.
so much so as that i feel like not going out but just sleep in for the wholeeeeee day~ :X
it's turning cold, so ppl, please take care of yourself and don't fall sick uhh! (:

AFA'09. HOMG. it's this weekend.
and i'll be charging up my camera for all the actions going on!
(be prepared for photos! xD) teehees.
ltr gonna collect my tickets. might have to pay 25 bucks lohhh… x.x
shall get money frm my dad or mum. heh. X:

9) i feel like drinking. lols. and clubbing.
and i think once i reach 18. it's helluva partying time for me.
lols. have to be working by then lah.

which means, i wanna find a job for the holidays soon.
so i can support my gaming needs. LOL. X:
and give myself some extra pocket money! hehes.

10) Christmas… lols. the lightings reminded me that it’s like almost a month plus away.
which means i have to get rdy to prepare prezzies!
handmade ones! ^^v (they’re the best kinds of gifts. heh.)
and then get into the holiday mood~
(like how i did back then in 2008, just that i have a partner with me now…)
hahas. yesh, it’s my dearest(♥).
it’s my 1st time entering the ‘winter season’ with a loved one…
so, the experience is all so new yet, i knw tht, it’s always happens/comes at the end of the year… lols.
like how the summer season, summer love, etc… goes likes, it’s the same thing for me. hahas.
(if you DO understand what i’m trying to say… o.o)

welll, end of blockquoting! xD

so yesh, i’m pretty much having loads of fum with it.
it makes one focus on that more rather than having such a ‘flat’ piece of post. lols. x.x
kinda time for me to bathe in hot water & go to sleep~!
so cold lahhh~ xD

hahahhas. ohaiyo/oyasumi to everyone! LOL. :3
i shall get going then.
(if you could read till here, that’s damn good. heh. ^^v)
so, see ya all very soon! sayonara & take care!

pi-ku-chures. :3

things can change so much within a day.
much less than saying a week!

so yesh. i’m here to update my blog once again. ^^v
lols. with the many, many changes. (:

let’s see…
where shld i start? O:

ah. shall follow on frm some parts of my previous post. o.o

basically, i’m done with my 2 main headpieces.
just that… my butterfly is so weak… x.x
i need to go glue it back asap, and hope tht it doesn’t fall out. D:
(the white headpiece ish DAMN FRAGILE, i tell you.) ><"~
better go buy a box to protect it or smth. lols.

(the photos will come ltr. :3)

hmmm… my masks aren't done yet. D:
like 1 out the 4 masks are done sia.
but i hv the designs all ready. (:
alr got to borrow sarah’s spray paint. so i’ll start damn soon. xD

after tht, i'm going to start doing my ad/poster, aka my supporting item.
hahas. i was wondering if i shld do one more supporting item lehhs.
(maybe when i hv the time or smth. x.x)

lols. gotta start my workbook oso lah. omg.
i hvnt even started on that, and that's like 40% of the marks on everything. O.O
grrrr… concentrate on my masks too much liao. lol. X:

btw, my lecturers have alr graded it.
(i wonder what's my mark… got so many things nt done yet lorr! @_@)

lalalala~

moving on. (:

ohyesh. teh emo one. o.o
so yeahh. it’s like we were talking a few nights ago. lol.
like abt how he shld stop emo and whatever.
and goodness, he did. O:

just that… when he did. he totally ignored me. lol. -.-
idk whether this is good or bad. or maybe both. hahas.

well, ever since he got outta the emo mode, he’s been making loads of friends.
as so i’ve heard and seen frm him. lol.
females mainly. hahas. (and hell no, i am NOT jealous. -.-)

i’m happy for him that’s he is FINALLY making the effort to change.
but when he changes, it’s really drastic. o.o
i’m still not used to it actually. lols.
it’s like he’s soooooo openly happy now. lmao.
on one hand, it’s good to see him like this.
on the other, it’s like… i feel like he’s just putting on an act to make me happy.
LOL. i don’t wanna put him down or anything… just that, it’s such a sudden move.

i am so not used to it. LOL. x.x

it’s like he can just suddenly forget everything about his problems.
like trying to run away lah. lol.
i wonder how he just take it as if nth had happened and expect me to forgive him so easily? o.o
i mean like he just say sorry over the phone and that’s it? -.-
then act as if nth has happened… and thinks i can put it over me so easily. lol.
(i’m a person who do bear grudges and stuff. hahas. x.x)

well, that’s not really the point. lol… o.o
more like it’s just too suddenly, making it all look so fake.
making it like he’s trying to run away frm his problems. lol. /=

and he just can’t take jokes. -.-
apologised alr, but he still like so… gahh.
then he keeps harping on the subject until it’s my turn to be pissed with him. lol.
kinda did stop talking to him for a while, but now…
he’s finally outta my life.

maybe he realised that i’m treating him a lil’ cold. LOL.
cuz i decided not to join his making of a jubeat clique, since i’m kinda focusing a lil’ more on technika.
*new game! teehees. can go google abt it.*
so… he talk talk talk until he say he want to leave.

whatever. i ain’t sad. (:
dun have to bother about him liao. ahahahas.
&& it’s more like… wo zhuan dao lohh. :3

anyways, there’s this another one who likes me.
not boasting, but it’s true. (i got stunned myself.) o.O
he’s oso like teh emo emo one.

HOMGGGGG~ x.x
why are all the emo ones falling for me?! D=<

he's hesitant all the freaking time oso. besides being emo. -.-
and idk why hor, i still can put up with all this lehhs.
wahlao eh. conference call all the time, he oso bo talk much one. o.o
then still always ask me to call him.

want tell me smth but always like yes then no, then yes. wtf. -.-
one more time, and i'm probably gonna ignore him as well.

ohohoh. and all thanks to bullet!
ily dude! xD ♥~
teehees. :3 lalalala~ ty for helping out with my lic once again! ^^
omg, you pro 8k-er. or chainer. lol. xD
(when can i reach tht standard… x.x)

hmmm… ohyesh. went out a few days ago with my dearest.
teehees. we went to see the Christmas lights-up at Orchard today.
this year's one's not bad lehhs. (:

lemme bring in teh photos!
(my dearest definitely has better looking photos. lol.)

these are photos of Wheelock Place’s glass cone roof @ lvl 1.
entered through ION Orchard and came out from here.
saw some christmas decor, and seeing tht someone was taking it…
we went to take it too. LOL.
then suddenly got alot of ppl wanted to take it! HAHA!~ xD
what a scene. :3

sorry if it’s blurry. D:
so, this is the main place where the lighting up takes place. ^^v
(the santa claus and whatnot.) lols.
i swear to you tht there were loads of ppl at the corners of the streets!
all waiting for the lights! LOL. o.o

and so after we crossed the road, it lighted up!
the whole streets just lighted up! ^^
a very pretty sight. (:

that’s ION Orchard from diagonally across the road. (:
with the big christmas tree. (it’s ION’s decor. lol.)

this is the chirstmas tree on a closer look. (:
pardon the light near the top. x.x

pretty lights on the trees…

only didn’t like this stretch of lights.
not nice looking. @__@
as in like the lights dun match with the rest of the colour lights ard it.

lols. so this is one of my favourite stretch of lights at orchard! ;DD

pretty right! hahahas. xD

so, back to the christmas tree~ :3

pretty right! xD
this is the inside of the tree. omg. && it’s all hanging down frm the top.
gosh, i didn’t know you could go in.
sugoi!!~ :3
(btw, ps for have so much photos abt the top. dun see untl eyes pain harr.
hahaas. it was such a beautiful sight…
you’ll have to go in there to see it for yourself~ ^^v)

be careful though! LOL. :X

hahas. camwhore against the reflections of the big balls hanging there. (omg, sounds so wrong! @_@)
but they’re blur. bleahs. and i feel retarded to post it. LOL. maybe another time… xD

one last shot before i enter ION to check things out! ><"~

lols…
and i shall end it here! :X
keep anticipating! LOL~
(wordpress ish taking too long to upload my pics, and i’m a lil’ irritated with it.)
so yeahs. i’ll continue this with more photos very soon!
gomenasai mina-san! @___@
&& oyasumi/ohaiyo! lols. X:

sleepy~ @_@

well, the QuickPress thingy didn’t screw up. teehees.

good thing. ^^v

anyways, i’m supposed to be sleeping. x.x
but i scared i sleep hor, then i can’t wake up on time! LOL.
play audi play until like too much liaos. /=

and i ignored my isp stuff.
gahhh. i’m just lazy to start.

well, i’m actually almost done. i only got a few more things to get.
like… uhhh… this metal thingy behind a brooch or a headpiece?
smth like a pin or a clip?
… i can’t find it! D:
or shld i say, idk whr to find it! x.x
i’m like missing that only. once i get it, my masterpieces are almost done! LOL. X:

well… i still have nt started on my supporting item(s) lehhs. /=
and i haven’t printed my pics for research… (i scared nt enuff ehhs. lmao.)
which also means, i have not even started doing up my workbook/notebook! O.O

better finish it by this weekfriday.
(but 17 nov ish then real submission lah! x.x)

then again, the lecturers wanna do their grading 1st, to moderate. lol.

moving on…
i lazy type in paragraphs. so point/number form would be much faster! xD
since linking them tgt is such a chore sometimes.

block quotes are awesome! xD
anyways. *ehem* -let’s start.

1) i changed my pic at the side! LOL. *points* >>>
it’s still the same shades, and the same shirt, fyi. >=D
and… my dream is to go a masquerade-themed prom night!
cuz~ i nvr been to one! T_T
(i was supposedly to have one last year, but dunno what happened… and then, they cancelled it!)
OMG. *sobs*
… so yesh. that’s my dream. ^^

and for that dream, i’m doing the masquerade masks.
couple masks. (:
but, omg. i only started on the female’s mask! x.x
the headpiece only arhh! (as mentioned earlier on.)
die nahh. must faster start doing liao. cannot slack lerhhs.
slacked for 3 days liao! ><!!

3) i haven't really been taking much photos of myself. LOL.
what a random fact.
but still, i think i don't really look good enough to appear on photos.
i don't think i'm pretty. nor am i cute.
i'm just another ordinary girl. (:

just can't find the right time to take nice photos of myself to make myself feel good. x.x

4) my fam blog's dead. LOL.
not only the blog, but the fam itself. *sighs*
i shall either shut it down or restart it, once i'm done with school and that my holidays would soon come.
(it's alr november btw. o.o)

idk whr they have been to. and they still say they active. zzzz.
ohwells. i'm already used to ppl not being active ever since i was in a previous guild.
lol. more like… i nvr got in. -.-

whatever. i'm going to mass kick asap. (:

5) MJ’s THIS IS IT MOVIE! lols.
i wanna watch it again!
*wordpress cuts like abt like 5 lines here? LOL. lazy type back.*
dun mind crying again. x;
they’re gonna show it for 2 weeks only sia lah. omg. ):
i hope it comes out in like a dvd disc or smth. i wanna go buy! LOL. x.x

( oh, and when i’m dead, i hope tht i’ll be able to catch his comeback concert in heaven. (: )

6) rmb this emo kid i told you about? LOL.
yeah, the one who likes me. x;

i might be liking him but…
he’s still pretty useless. *being harsh here*~
lol. still the very emo kia. still the weakling.
i’m trying to make him come out of his shell, make him more sociable.
so that he won’t be emo and tht he’ll be more friendly.

well, i’m failing because he’s not even making the effort to change. -.-
& bcuz of tht, i’m spotting more imperfects in him rather than some good points that i can like. lol.
haiish. and the things he does, pisses me off more than making me pleased.
what a disappoinment.

idk if i shld actually ask him to leave, and stop hurting himself.
he shld know tht there might not even be a chance, even though i did say we might not last…
it’s a 50/50 thing.
yet, he insist on staying. but he’s pissing me off. lol. -.-
as a friend, i really do wanna help. but if he gives up on himself, no one can help him alr.
i’ve been trying my best to push him to take the 1st step outta his shell.
gahhh. and he doesn’t want to.
why?
he’s being afraid of getting hurt & being rejected.

typical emo kid lah. i can’t be bothered liao.
he shall be ignored then. >=P

7) AFA’09 ish coming! like real soon! xD
and i really wanna go see miku’s special appearance at i love anisong de concert.
but the tix is at $108. holycrap nah. so ex. x.x
the tix for 2 days ish alr 25 bucks. lol.
(but i pre-registered the student price one. LOL.
then again, my ezlink lost. lmao, must faster go make. xD)
no more money go buy the concert tix lohh.
hahas. but i still will go. xD
for the love of cosplay, miku hatsune (♥) and all things jap! :3

8] i am planning to quit playing jubeat.
lols. trying to save money for my parents.
hope i have the motivation to do that.
but if i can’t, i must play in moderation lohh! x.x

9) learning techtonik now! lols.
or shld i say, electro dance? since techtonik ish like a brand.
it’s pretty popular in europe, and they do it very like a pro. xD
just that… (no offence to the malays.) the matreps make it like so bleah. D:

… it’s like shuffle comes along with it sooooo naturally. LOL.
jumpstyle too! o.o
(if you’re already a pro. xD) … well, i’m still a noob nah! ~_~
so random. lols.

10) i was wondering if i could go to moe moe kyun maid cafe to work someday. xD
they have like the cutest & prettiest ladies there! O:
it’ll be an honour to work there man! :3
it’ll also be great since i love jap stuff like this loads!
they’ll be at the AFA’09!
go google abt them if you wanna find out more abt the girls. teehees.
it’s in sg btw. pretty close to my sch. hohoho. xD

end of block quoting! ^^v

goodness, i am going to fall sick once again if i don’t sleep now! LOL.
or i am not going to make it to sch with energy if imma don’t take a rest nw. /=
so, gd nights & gd morning to all! ♥~
have a great week ahead!
(it’s a new month, november! which means hoildays are almost here, for some! yipees!) : random fact.
LOL. kkays, cya all soon!

buhbye & take care neh~ xP
-poofs off to lalaland- ; ~_~ *zzzz~*

a quick update!

yeshyesh. this is a quick update!
hahahas. as so, this is my 1st time using QuickPress. lols.
hope it doesn’t turn out shitty. /=

anyways. i’ve changed the blog title…
added in my own photo at the sidebar…
(gonna change it very soon, once i upload a new pic of myself.)
changed my nickname, as to what’s on my blog…
and that’s all! LOL.

kinda didn’t go to school after wednesday. hehes.
don’t really find the point lah. x.x
was struggling with what to do also.

but now i do! (even if it HAS to be the same.)
so i’m probably going to sch ltr on. teehees.

shall take a quick sleep now! :3
…cuz, i’m having an eventful day ltr on.
so, cya all very soon~! ^^v
tc & buhbyes!

OMFG. it’s a new start. >;D

yesyesyesyesyes! xD

ASSIGNMENT DAY IS OVER.

I EFFING SWEAR IT’S OVER AND I AM SO DARN HAPPY. ^^

(well, not really, cuz most of the work i handed up was like some sloppy, unfinished work. T_T
very scared i might fail & have to like redo them, or even worse, RETAKE them during my vacation…
aka vacation modules. that’s what is our holidays for. crydieme. lol.)

but i got over it… and try nt to think of it.
and so, i’m like happy luhhs. ^^v

yeahhh~ finally, no more stress abt the freakin’ deadlines. (for now.) :3

HOWEVER ARHHHHH…

hohoho. x.x
here comes ISP today. starting officially today neh. :/

i wonder whhat i shld be bringing to sch lorr. lols.
and after this, i must head to sch liao. if not, i’m late! @_@

ISP means Intergrated Studio Project.
it’s like a next major assignment using what i’ve learned so far for the past 1/4 of the semester.
it’s an individual project, and it carries alot of marks. x.x

lols. so, the theme is; DREAMS.
and i dun really have an idea yet. (okays… maybe i do have.)
but the subject ish SO BROAD. x.x
i have so many ideas until i oso dunno what i want. @_@
hahahahas. X:

anyways… it’s time to follow the new timetable today. :3
but… i won’t get to see my eye candy anymore. *sighs* D:
and wednesday oso no sch alr. xD
(everything else follows quite closely to my old one. ^^)

ohwells. i shall update a lil’ more tmr or smth. hehes.
gtg sch lohhhh~
cya ard & tc uh! buhbye!~ ^^v

new skin. (:

yesh, as if anyone noticed, i have a newwwwww skin! LOL.
this skin looks quite popular lah. (according to wordpress. hahas.)
so i take norr.
plus the colour scheme not bad looking ah.
(except for the fact that it cuts my photo right at the bottom, if you’d scroll down.)
LOL. but whatever luhhs. forget resize mah. hahahas. X:

OH YEAH. HERE’S A REALLY FUNNY THING.
rmb my lost book that i guessed it was IN the library?

… HELL YEAH, IT WAS THERE! OMG. LOL. x.x
i ended up having to pay for the overdue fine lah. -.-
but it’s okays. less than a dollar, so it’s still okay.

anyways, apologies for ending the other post soooo abruptly. x.x
it was a late post sia.
(cuz i oso was like multi tasking with my work ahh… hahahas.)
… you know that i ain’t all the pro with the muti tasking thingy!

hmmmm… so, before i update my blog… i shall finish with what i left off.
(and probably, finally doing so. =/)

and so yesh, i’m like pretty afraid to let him know.
not because i like him, like the romantic kinda like…
but it’s because i’m afraid tht if i told him, he’ll shun me.
and i might just lose a friend.

(well, most singaporean boys are like tht. must admit after quite much of observation throughout my life.)

hmmmm… fast forward to a few days ago, like over the weekends.
i realised he didn’t message nor call me anymore.
well, i didn’t actually really take note of it until like 2 days ago.
and apparently, after sch… my usual habit, (as of now…) is to go illuma to play jubeat.
so i kinda like smsed him if he’s ard tht area.
and he said yes. (still sounded kinda nice…)

until he arrived in illuma.

i swear to you he suddenly like… totally change attitude towards me. o.o
he just zoomed past to me. (was wondering if it was on purpose or what. -.-)
and i actually went up to him to say hi. and, yeahs, he replied with a hi too.
then continued with his game. lol.

so, basically, that whole day, he ignore my presence.
(well, he tried as much as he could. though, we did talked a bit.)
cuz i was like waiting to play… everyone was like hogging over all 4 machines. T_T
waited for hours man. hahahas. x;
and so, when he went to smoke, i tapped my card, and then i play 1 round.
(*new story comes in here. LOL.*)

lols. the typical avoid eye contact, talk to another friend, ignore my presence lorr.
so i was like thinking if he actually already founded out. /=
and… low and behold! he did! AHAHAHAHAS. x;
… no biggie man. it’s like pretty expected ever since he kinda like stop ‘disturbing’ me. rofl. x.x
when he left alr, then he msged me say he alr knew lah.
and i’m like… okay lorr. lols. nth to say oso mah.

he still say what, i lie to him?! O.O
i whr got lie to him sia! o.o
i never said i was attached (my bad. ><"~), but i never said i was single oso wad.
he just assumed that i was his, just because he held my hand! wtf. -.-
i hinted to him alot of times i just wanted to be friends with him…
but it's his selective memory lah. or should i say, EGO. =="~

okays. whatever. the thing is that he founded out.
and most probably is he saw us ard tamp and/or bugis area? hahahas. X:
so, ya lah. he gave us his blessing still, but i lost a friend alr lorr.

… EXPECTED.

zzz. -.- ohwells. again, no big deal.
he might probably be avoiding me, but i hope he doesn't avoid his game lah. lol.
(speaking of which, i just saw him at the arcade again. but i pretended not to see him. LOL.
cuz at first, i was like who the heck is this in cap?! o.o
… wanted to top up my card mah. lols.
so i took like a second look, at the corner of my eyes, and realised it was him. hahahas~
looks so weird in the cap lah. but too bad, i alr noticed him.
but then again uh, if he like want to avoid me… then i shall choose not to acknowledge his presence lorr.
top up alr, then i just turn ard and ran off to play jubeat. )

did walked back to see if it's REALLY him. LOL. x.x
so, yeah. it was. (dun ask me why i did that. it was like natural reaction. LOL. =/)
then i go back to join my newfound jubeat friend/player.

and yesh, here comes the new story. ;D

hahahas. about my this newfound friend luhhs.
well, he’s pretty cute for the fact that, he asked my number, but forget to take down my name!
ROFL. xD
he came to ask me a second time lah. hahas.

actually, before this, i already knew him.
lols. he challenged me for a game of jubeat.
(WHICH HE WON. obviously. i am a nubx. x.x LOL.)

and from then, i kinda like remember him.
since he was like the second guy to ask me for link play. :3

moving on, i was playing jubeat at tht point of time, when i finally see him again! hahas.
so yesh, he got my number and we started talking after he left to douby ghaut’s zone-x arcade.
hahahas. he has an interesting name. i like.

lols. he’s another typical one who said that i don’t look like my actual age.
(used to it. even my female classmates say so. o.o)

and after telling him that i’m attached, he immediately ’sian diao’ lah. lol.
like no mood alr. HAHAHA. i think i just crushed his hopes. /=
well, after a lesson learned… (just not long ago, as you ppl knw frm the story i just finished saying.)
i decided to be direct. if not, troubles will repeat. haiish. lol. @_@
and so yeah, i still did tell him that i do wanna remain as friends though.

hesitant lah he. lol. but we still did.
and we hung out ytd. (:
it was pretty awesome.

one thing. i realised, that he was younger than me. by a year.
& damn it, he doesn’t hv that look lor, pls! o.o lmao…

anwyays…
i kinda realised… after all this while i’ve been talking to him(?)~
he’s the emo kind… (since he’s single. lol.)
a weakling. (only in relationships aka love.)
does mood swings. (just noticed it man.)
too much drama mama in his past. (due to the sec sch he’s in. & for a guy like him, he shldn’t be there.)
but…
he’s awesome in his shuffle skills. (saw it LIVE uhhs. really good. read: dancer. xD)
he’s pretty well-to-do. (damn it. x.x)
he’s got quite the smexy low voice. (cannot compare to dan though, DUH. )
treats all his relationships seriously… too serious until they take advantage of him.
which is like soooo sad. awww. x;
he’s brutally honest. (sometimes, too honest for his own good.)
which… made me realised how much he actually liked me? but i kinda like crushed his hopes? ><"~ lol.

ever since he actually told me all abt it, it makes me miss my dearest.
and wonder why… okays. not why, but where. where has the feeling of love that we once had?
that we once had in the beginning of our relationship?
(thus the facebook status, "i miss those days when i was head over heels and fell in love, fell so in love, with you. where is the love i used to feel for… ):".)

i don't want to put the blame on his work or mine.
… now that he has to work extra late because of this foreign exchange thingy.
and we’re having even lesser time together. & tht i have assignments to complete.

then again, idk man…
i feel like he’s trying to take my presence for granted.
like he knows i’ll be there, and so it’s okay if he just says ‘iloveyou’ to me and that’s it.

damn, i need more. and i feel like my love for him is getting stagnant. x.x
i really want to spice things up a bit. and re-enjoy the reason why we’re tgt.
but it’s like we’ve no time… *sighs*

gahhh.
where are the surprises i used to have?
where are all the lovely dovely things you used to do for me?
when will you actually take the time to tell me all the sweet nothings and praises?
when will you know tht i want all this?

haiish. D:
i dont really wanna say it out. lols.
but i cant contain it anymore.
it looks like i might not really care for all this lil things, on the surface…
but i really do want them! ):

it’s like reassurance, rather than a problem.

hello~~ x.x i’m just another girl who wants to know that she’s constantly being loved.
(other than having to be hearing ‘i love you’ all the time.)
actions please, not words. x.x
maybe it’s not enuff? idk lah. i’m just voicing out my thoughts luhhs.
but i can’t bring myself to say it front of him. lol. /=

bahhhh, whatever. i hope he sees this soon…. or get that i’m in need of something else. LOL. /=
it’s not what you think it is uhh! it’s like basically this message, and what is he gonna do abt it. lol.

anyways… that’s the update on my personal life.

let’s do this, point form! LOL.

1) i’ve been pretty active in jubeat again, thanks to the 2 of them.
and as of tht, i’m VERY BROKE this 2 weeks. T_______T
since i have like things to buy for my assignments… sians.

2) have you guys heard abt the freaking miss ris low thing?
as so, she won the miss singapore lah. but her english is damn power lorr. *sacarstic here* -lol.
if you’ve seen the parody vids on her interview on youtube, you shld know.
and also, it’s because of her razor tv interview, she’s being mocked. LOOOOL.
so, the word of the moment, her most popular word, ish; BOOMZ.
not a ’s’ but a ‘z’! ahahahas. :3
and here’s a vid of our very own PCK doing his ‘interview’, miss singapore style.

remember to go check out #2 and #3 oso arh!
mockery sia, i tell you! xD

3) idk where my rings given by my dearest, went to… T_T
i kinda misplaced at home, but it’s like so messy, i cant really bother to go find.
but i feel like i might have also lost it outside. Dx
idk luhhs, i still trying to find.
… that is if i hv the time norr. LOL. x.x (die nahh.)

4) very pissed with my classmates. especially those in my grp for interactive media.
seriously, fuck this ppts tht i’ve been doing and fuck this module.
fuck them and just fuck off. )=<
(yesh, i have nvr been more pissed than this ever since i started sch.)
goddamn it, it's like i'm literally doing 3 sometimes 4 ppl's work. not including mine horr. @_@
it's not just once, but it's like FOR ALL THE FKING PPTS WE'VE BEEN THROUGH THIS 1ST HALF OF THE YEAR.

grrrrrrrr. x.x it's really getting on my nerves.
it's also because of this module, i actually broke down and cry a few times…. haiish. )x
and once, in class. lol.
i had better do this last one well, then get over and done with this.
seriously. i really had times i wanted to go claim all credits to me and my friend.
but then again, i'll be feeling guilty. like peer pressure kinda guilty lahh. x.x
sians. i really dunno what to do sometimes.

5) hmmmm… i'm officially a big fan of SUPER JUNIOR! xD
yipees~ they’re all shuai & cute nahs. kekes. ^^v
thanks to cuffy, my fam member, for making me into a SJ fan too. hahahas.

also, i’m another fan of HATSUNE MIKU!
(i’m using her name on facebook. LOL. teehees. xD)
in case if you dunno her, lemme summarise it for you…
she’s a kawaii girl whose vital stats are similar to mine and she’s actually a character for a singing software, named VOCALOID.
therefore, she’s not real, but her voice sounds so like one! ^^v
(and she has friends and siblings too! :3)

might plan to cosplay as her some day… ^^

6) procastination in progress. i am actually damn lazy to do my hmwk. x.x
i have things to hand in on friday sia. i damn scared i going to have no time alr. /=
sia lah, frm today onwards, MAI SLACK LIAO LAH. omg.
faster go do finish, like get over & done with. x.x

7) i’m worrying about the lil’ things in life as usual again. and this time, it’s boys. LOL.
mentioned pretty much earlier on. but this time, it is more of the overall feelings i’m going though right nw.
not just only to my dearest. X:

hmmmm. that’s abt it bah. nothing much lerhs. (:
just gonna post a recent photo of myself to show that i’m still alive & doing well. hahahas.
(despite all the bullshits lah. :X )

kinda like finally know how to use the block quote thingy. yay. xD

which one do you think is nice? LOL.
on the right is the edited one, which looks damn lomo-ish. xD (like lomo camera style sehh. x.x)
suddenly very into like lomo, cuz of my creative process mah. hahas. X:

and the left one is obviously the original one lah. hahas.

it’s my tongue’s angle that makes my pics look a lil’ strange.
(like i hv badly-photoshopped thick lips! LMAO. @_@)
ahahahahahhaas. hilariously, actually, coming to think of it.
but it’s okays. i dun give a damn. x;

what a LONG POST man. so long nvr post this long alr.
finally let steam out. ahahahas. ;D
if you could read up till here, tht’s great. ^^v

i hope this pretty much make up for the posts i’ve always been trying to type as much as i could…
but got lazy in the end. lmao. now, i’ve decided to write as much as i can.
and as much as i can rmb! LOOOOL.
i have been away too long sometimes. paiseh uhhs. x.x

shall sleep now, take a few hours of sleep and then get rdy for sch.
i wanna go back at sit there to complete my graphic design.
then, hand it up and start on my interactive media’s ppt.
work till like 4pm and hand it up. hahas. after tht…
i’m free of that stupid fked up module! x)))

jiayous to me! teehees.
time to go then… (:
take care dudes, and rest well.
have a great day ahead! ^^v
(IF, again, as i said, there are any readers ard. hahahhaas. ><"~)
cya~ ^^v -♥-

full moon. ^^

*LATE POST!!*

wahhseh. i swear to you that this is already quite the dead blog liao. x.x

last month only blog once. D:
aiyoooo. i doubt anyone would be here anymore. LOL.
but then again, it’s better. :3
i’m like typing to the space. LOL. o.o

okays, i’m crapping. hahas.

so, today, i’m at home slacking.
lesson-free day lorr! YAY TO NAFA FUN DAY! xD
but i not going lahh. lols. wild wild wet…
(wanted to go, but no one wanted to pei me… so dun wan go lerhs. x.x)

… sia lah. october come liao. so fast.
another 2 weeks and it’s time to hand up all my assignments. D:

omg. and i have like so many things to do lah please! @_@
like…
graphics design – workbook. on A4.
advertising – grp work, ppt presentation to promote this marathon & design the goodie bag.
3D design – packaging design. i’m doing this sg flyer’s capsule as a packaging.
interactive media – improve on paper prototype and add more tasks.
creative process – mindmap research on the lomo camera; that’s what i chose to do.
design elements – cropping with type using basic design elements. on A4.
drawing & composition – a drawing on your chosen piece (1 or 2 point perspective) on A3. with colouring.
photography – 10 black & white photos on framing, that i’ve yet to print and hand up. and another 10 b&w on texture and pattern to print. lol. on 4R.

this is like abt hw much i’ve NOT done. hohoho. i’m pretty much dead if i dun coop up myself…
and start doing it asap!! Dx
all my 8 modules are here. yeaps. that’s too much to do. @_@
ohwells. gotta do if i wanna pass. x.x

MUST PLAN A TIMETABLE LERHS.

must cut down on games… like audi and jubeat and para. LOL.
(i’m spending wayyy too much alr. it’s like going beyond my allowance.)
then oso, go out lesser.
(my love would come down to find me one. i’m sure of that.
that’s before 9 oct. when he gets extremely busyyyy~ T_T)

hahas. anyways…
last week, kelvin sat beside me! OMG. xD
thanks to david lah. LOL. he kept disturbing the two of us luhh. x.x
but i was in cloud 9. i swear. lol.
had to happy on the inside! xDD
hehes. yaya very gd lorr.. disturb me. lmao. ppl will paiseh one lehhh.

so yeahs. was trying to contain my excitement until he left the class.
he asked me for paper leh! 4 times somemore. xD
wahhh. you don’t know hooooooowwwww happy i felt.

and i was in cloud 9 until last wednesday, when he came to class again! (yays! xD)
but he sat behind. lols~ x.x ohwells.
at least he came to class, and i got to see him for a while.
so i’m still quite in the cloud 9 mood. :3

anyways….
beside my sch stuff, i’m just celebrated with my love, our 7th mth anniversary.
like not long ago~ ^^v (teehees. ily dear~!)
i hope we’ll last for a long period of time. :3
and that nothing will stand in our way.
(by that i mean ppl. lol. ;X)

cuz… right now…
idk if my brain’s fried already or what. but i’m feeling that i’m so going to get into serious trouble. ):
and that he’ll be sooooo mad at me.
but there’s this guy who likes me, (he’s quite the cutie) and idk how to tell him tht i’m already attached. x.x
he’s like so nice to me lahhh. i dunwan break his loner heart. LOL. LONER HEART. xD
haiish. the feeling’s not that mutual… o.o
butbutbut. uwahhh. (see my weakness surfacing.) X:

bahh. i go liao lah.
shall end this now. and continue the next time round. lols.
so, cya!
tc ya? lol. bye… (:

how time flies…

it’s been like 2 months since i’ve started school. o=
so many things happening sia lah.
until i oso like no time to update. lols. x.x

ohwells. but here i am, taking the time out to update.
bahh. o.o
it’s pretty dead, isn’t it? lols.

before i forget…
HAPPY BELATED TEACHERS’ DAY! /=
hahahahahas. to the teachers i know in shss, thanks for guiding me throughout my entire school life, so that i could pass my Os well.
…even though i caused much trouble for you guys, thanks. lol. /=
now that i’ve moved on, i’m much happier. ^^v
tyvm teachers! (:

anyways… i think i have no affinity with library books. ==”
the moment i borrow them, i forget to return, or i lose them.
omg. now i lost my sch’s one. and it’s my 1st book i borrowed frm there luhh. o.o
howhowhow?! x.x
lols. must go check if i actually left in the library itself. =/
if not, i need to go and pay the books liao. crydieme.

hahahahas. other than that…
school’s been pretty harsh with me, especially when it comes to sleep.
i remembered the 1st few weeks were still okay.
until when group projects started and other modules giving homework…
(which they say it’s going to be counted soon for the big big assignment… o.o)
that’s whr i begin to be deprived of sleep and the unglam-ful eye bags. D:

gahhhh. but despite all this, i still had alot of fun!
hahahas. made much more new friends. ^^
not that close yet, but it looks like we’re bonding!

(especially on mondays. heh. photography lessons are ♥!)
which means i have photos to show you ppl soon!~

i wonder if the idea of coming up with a class tee will soon appear… O:

&&& kelvin’s my eye candy in Intro To Graphics Design class nao! :3
teehees. well, at least, looking at him would keep my mind off the boredomness in class.

moving on to another topic! X:

well, i’m still happily attached to my dearest for 6 months straight! xD
6mths plus alr lohh. no photos though. o.o
didn’t expect we’ll be tgt for so long… hehes.
bahhh. and i’m sorry for always being late when we’re supposed to meet. T.T
it’s like i always make you worry, make you unhappy… ><”~
but in the end, you’ll still forgive me & be happy for me…
you would still love me… you would still smile happily for me.

whenever i break down, your shoulder and your hug will always be there for me.
whenever i need help, you’re always there to assist me.
whenever i want something, you’ll get it for me.
whenever i say i miss you, you too, will be missing me.

you’ll always spare a thought for me no matter what.
always try to protect me, always showering me with love, with pamper.

*silence… then…*

GAHHHH. WHY ARE YOU SO NICE TO ME?! O_O
i don’t deserve all this love from you… ><”~
i’m not used to this. LOL.
… even after 6 months.

butbutbut, even so, I LOVE(♥) YOU VERY MUCH. I SWEAR! xD
xoxoxoxoxoxo + ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥~ :3

just wanted to tell you that i’m very grateful for sticking by me for such a long time…
and thank you for always loving me and buying me stuffs. x.x

(and then, i told you not to buy the damn DSLR, but you still did! DDx expensive lehhhh!)
RAWRRRRR~ you shall be biten and be bit! >=D
hahahahas. i just did anyways. X:

bahhhhh. my words are just so randomly put together. LOL.
kekes. but i meant it!

hmmmmm. anyways. audi got loads of patcher problems… -.-
but the patching stuffs are great! xD
(still, club audi/kAU still has the damn best stuff first hand. o.o)
well, i’ll be waiting for it to come to audiSEA soon. (:
as for my fam, yes. dead. very dead. lol.
i aint closing it down since i’m waiting for the holidays to come and start playing with my members again.

hmmmmm…
PETER CHAO FTW. HE PWNS.
i’m like a big fan of him! ^^v
hahas. love his accent lah. hope he makes it up in youtube.

TO MJ! (his b’day just passed. )
hahas. this guy’s voice is damn good. i wonder if he’ll come up with an album… o.o
(it’s by one same guy, for vocals! and one more on the left, he’s the arranger. LOL.)

okays. i gtg alr.
still havent start on my 3D. hoho. o.o
i wonder if i can finish it by tonight or smth.
or… most…. probably not. ohwells. heck lah. -.-
sleep more impt. so just try to do some… cannot finish then go sleep.

i’ll be here soon. (:
wondering if there’s anyone here anyways. LOL.
ohwells.
cya lah!
*waves to the screen* -ROFL.
tc & buhbye! ^^v ♥~

not asleep yet not (that) sleepy.

so, i’ve not been really good by updating, have i?
ahahahas. 10 days later then update. lol.
i’m just wondering who’s actually following me on my blog, even though it’s like so dead. =/
just one person (pathetic…) or a few?

lols. my stats are like the most damn interesting to look at anyways.
it’s like up and downnnn~ lalalalas. X:

anyways, enuff abt the random things. lols.

i enjoyed my national day with my boy!
was in heels! O:
very long never wear lerhs! X:
(except for the shorttttttt fireworks this year… at NDP. -.-
why they so niao arh? economy bad oso must still show abit more mahh… ==”)

lols. anyways, after tht… we kinda just walked over to supperclub.
and the queue was like damn long…
it took us abt an hour just to get in, and when we got inside…
you can seriously feel the heat once you enter!
LOL. it’s like sooooo packed lah! wtffff~ O.O
it’s like the aircons aren’t working!

so, yeah. everyone was like freaking sweaty.
with all the smells too, ya? lol. @_@
took a break when i walked out of the corridor on the second floor.
wahlao eh, down there de aircon more cooler lah!
AND SO MUCH MORE SPACE. xD

just went there to take a breather before going back in to dance till like 3.30. lols.
(had to leave before the crowd does, or we’ll have no cab to ride home. LOL. o.o)
i’m just glad my makeup didn’t smudge. hahahas. ;D
&& tht the bouncer didn’t kick me out. heh. X:
(but for tht, i’m also having second thoughts to return there to club… -.-)

then again, i think it shld be renamed to supperLOUNGE instead of supperclub.
tht’s SO not the place for ppl to dance. the place is like so freaking small… ==”
too many ppl & it gets jam-packed. x.x
overall, i’d prefer The Arena over supperclub.

besides tht, dammmnnnn~ i love dancing for my love. (<3~)
i hope he'd enjoyed the night as much i as did! ^^

ohohoh. and i've got adobe photoshop cs2 now!
i'm a PS noob. so i've gotta go get the tutorial books.
or maybe even buy them. LOL. @_@
ahahahas. can some be so kind as to teach me the very basics of photoshop then?
(psst, i've just learned how to make shapes only! x.x) so yeah! X:

hmmmm… i've got loads of photos. :3
most of them are up on facebook!
like… photos of my classmates! it's like an introduction to my class, 1F! ^^v
then, my lecture notes… LOL. (but tht’s not impt lahh. hahas.)
got some random photos i took in class too. just like the random things i see, then i take. xD
might upload some up here once i’m done organising them!

of course, i will try to take a new photo of myself too!
(without the obvious eye bags & dark lines underneath. ROFL. can photoshop it away luhhs, right? ^^)
kinda tried in class, but failed. lmao. :X
so will be posting soon lahhs! ^^v

oh. btw, i’ve not slept yet.
and i have back to back classes ltr frm 12 to 6…pm. LOL.
i wonder how am i gonna make it throughout the day. x.x
so, i shall go take some shut eye now! (x
nights/morning to you ppl! hehes.
tc && enjoy your day ahead! buhbyes. <3~

* first day of the ‘ghost’ month! :3

i’m just doing a quick update!
… i know i haven’t been updating, and now it’s almost dead.
partly because of school. @_@

school has started and it has been freakin’ hectic!
1st week already got homework… x.x
now, my second week is over, and i’m already bored of it. LOL. O:

but i’m still doing my hmwk. no doubt.
(or i’m afraid i won’t be able to pass to my second year. lols.)

then, next is my gaming in audi. lols.
i think i game too much to update my blog le larhs.
plus there are times i go over to my fam’s blog to blog. hahahas.
(cuz half my life is there too. ^^)

anyways…
just for memories’ sake in my blog – i’m still attached!
we’re 5 months stronger now! and it’s still going on! (x
just that we had to celebrate a day eariler, since it clashed with dear’s classes. ):
(which is so going to happen again when our 6th month anniversary comes and his b’day too.) T.T
ohwells, a day earlier is okays though. :X

soon, the national day will come! and i wanna go and watch teh fireworks!
(the NDP isn’t really impt. haven’t watch it for 2 years straight. heh.)
i’m going to get the colours of red, white, and black ready, to appear in my outfit! ;D
(BLACK IS ESSENTIAL TO ME! >:D)
which also means, the hungry ghost festival (or month) will soon come…
then cannot go out too late liao… i bet my mum will instruct me on tht very soon. lols.

so, as you know, my birthday’s over, and i’m no longer a xiao mei mei! ROFL. x.x
(but i think i still have the looks of a 15yr old.) =__=”
therefore, i shld be given a lil’ more freedom in using the com during the weekdays right?
lols. i have homework to do, yet my mum’s still so strict with me abt it.
and every time i go online, i do more work then play!
yet, when she sees me play, it’s forbidden. ):
come on, i’m 17. can’t i extend the time usage of my com?
i’m in sch alr, but not in a sch where i still have exams and whatnot.
still dun understand why other ppl can use their computers longer than me or even the whole day, whereas i’m not able to. T.T
gotta admit i don’t really have self control once i start playing…
but now, i hardly ever have the time to finish all my work in a day, much less to play games! -__-
can some knock sense into my mum and tell her it’s not going to help me if she continues to curb my usage of the internet to 11 everyday? x.x

i mean, she’s still giving me extra time every now & then.
but i dun want to have a curfew as to when i shld stop using my laptop.
and when i’m supposed to come home if i’m out.

if my bros are jealous bcuz of tht, then so be it!
it’s not like it’s my problem. their addiction to online games are far worse than me.
so they shldn’t play too much when their grades are like gradually dropping.

which reminds me tht, my mum’s so lenient towards my bros tht she allows them to play on weekends…
when she had alr set the rule of playing only once a week.
(bcuz of their grades.)
and now, bcuz my mum locks up their laptops… they come and hog over mine during the afternoons.
urgh. and it goes into the evening sometimes.
i have plies of homework to do, and there they are playing MY laptop.
i swear tht i’ll seriously beat them into their senses that their grades are more impt than gaming, like literally. if tht still doesn’t work, i shall knock the lights outta them. really. one day. i will. ==”

anyways. i’m still pretty okay with sch…
my freshman year is sureeeee hard to adapt, but i think i can make it through!
for the love of designing, i sure hope i will! hehes. ^^v

tht reminds to go learn the wonders & skills of photoshopping.
and then, to hone my drawing skills… (it’s still not quite there.) ><"~
hahas. we have foreign students uhh!
and i think tht's damn cool! just tht for the china students… i'm going to have a hard time if i wanna communicate with them. (LOL. my chinese is like horrible lahh. @_@)

ahahahahas. anyways, i have my classmates adding me up on facebook alr!
tht's awesome! xD
cuz i have new friends!
of course, the old friends are definitely remembered luhhs! ^^

well, obviously i have hmwk to do.
sch and my jap lessons de. die. x.x
i hope i can finish them soon! D:

i will have photos up very soon!
so, cya all! (IF, there's anyone reading here. lols.) D;
buhbye~! & take care!